I was upstairs cleaning my room before Drake came to meet my parents. He told me that he was a little nerves but I mean if he acts like himself then he shouldn't have any worries. "Nicki" my mother called from downstairs. I ran downstairs to see what she wanted, "Your little friend is outdside. . Let him in". I looked at her like she was crazy. "Why didn't YOU let him in ? If he has been standing out there" ? She walked away, I sighed and opened the door. He hugged and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled and walked him into the kitchen where my mother was. "Hello Mrs. Maraj, how are you today" ? She wiped her hands off with a paper-towel then gave him a hug "fine how are you today Drake?". "I'm doing fine" My mother smiled "Well you two can go wait while I finish up dinner" I lead Drake in the living room where my daddy was. I could tell that's when he got nerves. "Daddy" I got his attention. "Yes princess?" I giggled at that name because he still call's me that but it's whatever. "Drake's here. . be NICE and try not to scare him away" My father looked up and saw Drake his eyes went from me to him and he sighed. "Hello son, what's your name again?". Drake took awhile but answered "Drake". "So what's your main intrest with my daughter? Why do you want to be with her? ". Laughed " Well, it's MY time to gooo" I got up "I'm going to be in the kitchen" I left those two alone. My mother told me that Aubrey was a nice looking guy and she hopes he treats me right. I agreed with her.
My mother called the two and my two brothers into the kitchen because it was time to eat. Everyone welcomed Drake warmly. My mom made me say grace even though she usually does it. " So, Drake" Jalani started "how old are you"? Aubrey cleared his throat before answering "seventeen". My dad shook his head in approval. " Aye, why you like my sister" ? Maciah asked. " Ciah why you gotta be so rude" ? I asked. He think's that he's grown now, grown my ass ! " I'm not trying to be rude. . I just want to know because most of the time I like girls because they be sexy and- " I cut him off. " Maciah will you shut up . . PLEASE " ! I rolled my eyes at him. "Well , I love your sister very much. . She is an awsome, smart, and beautiful person. I will never hurt her and that's something I can a-sure you guys of" I was smiling from ear to ear, blushing and all. " Well lest hope and pray you can keep your promises because they last guy . . . was horrible. He broke her - " I stopped her right there " Mom. . can we, you know not go there tonight. . Please" I was begging because lord knows the water works will come. "Oh, okay". Aubrey was looking at me like he wanted to know what happened. I gave him a fake smile and mouthed "Later" to him, he agreed. Dinner was over, finally and my dad did the dishes while Drake and I went upstairs to my room.
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When I got back to school about three weeks later everybody was coming up to me telling me that I have this "Twin". They say she reminds them of me but shit i've never seen her but know I do. Walking down the hall I saw Drake standing at his locker so I decided to go mess with him. "Hey sexy" he laughed. "Goodmorning beautiful" I smiled. "Okay, so who's this new chick that everyone say's is my twin" ? Turning around he said "Who Chyna" My head jerked back. "Damn, how you already know her? And why is her name Chyna"? He chuckled "Because she came up to me and introduced herself to me so I kicked it with her for awhile, and her real name isn't Chyna it's Malaya" I looked at him for awhile but I didn't say anything. "What"? he looked at me. "Nothing, just nothing. . I want to meet this chick" He laughed. "Ain't shit funny, looser" I smaked him in the back of his head and tried to run but he grabbed me by the arm. Drake pushed me up against the locker. "Say sorry" I giggled. "No" he sighed and started to tickle me. "Drake, stop" I was trying to stay calm but he wouldn't stop. "Drake- HAHAHA. . . Please. . stop-haha". "Then say your sorry". "Omg, i'm so sorry Aubrey". He stopped tickling me and demanded a kiss and you guys know that I couldn't deny it.
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I still haven't seen the new girl and I really want to see her. Me and my girls where walking to lunch when Honey told me that "my twin" was in the cafe'. When we walked in to the cafe' everyone was yelling "Nicki, we missed you" or "Hey girl" or "Beat that bitch again" these kids are hell. . I swear ! After getting my lunch and grabbing our seats outside to eat this girl came over to our table all smiling and shit. I laughed when I saw her. "Hey, i'm Malaya but everyone calls me Chyna and you must be Nicki". She held her hand out for me to shake but I just looked at her. " Naa ' I don't shake hands but hi, and how do you know me"? I asked. "Because everyone keeps on talking about how you fought this girl named Rihanna and how were "twins" and how you were the new girl before I came along". I giggled "Well you've heard all of the right things, so how do you like it here so far"? "It's pretty cool here" She keeps everything simple and smiley. Lol, " Well do you see any cute boys because I know when I first got here. . . These guys were so sexy to me" She smiled at me. "Well, these guys are pretty cute but this one guy is SO sexy. . He's tall about 6'2" , lightskinded, and he got super swagg" I looked at my girls and back to her. "And what's his name"? Because if she's talking about MY boyfriend we gone have a problem. "Uh, I think his name is Drake". I coughed the girls were looking at her like she losted her mind and I was thinking that I was loosing my mind. "Wait, excuse me". She looked so innocent "What? His name is Drake. . Oh, here he come's how do I look" I turned around to see Drake and the guys coming our way. Dani, Gabi, and Cassie were looking at me like "Get that bitch AWAY" all I could do is laugh. "Hey babe" Aubrey kissed me. Malaya's eyes went huge. "Oh, what's up Chyna"? She smiled. "Nothing, just getting to know "My Twin". I sighed hard as in saying "bitch we ain't twins". "So, like I was saying Drake is my boyfriend" She looked at me and then to Drake. Then she sighed like she just lost her damn puppy "Oh, well it was nice meeting you" She held her hand out for me to shake but I just looked at her. "Haha, oh I forgot bye Twin" I laughed "Bye, oh and we ain't twins".
Damn, a new bitch likes my boyfriend. . . This is going to be a lonnngg ass journey at this school.
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Tuesday, November 6, 2012
This Love Is A Sure Thing
- Three Months Later( :
Just when I thought things would go right, and the drama would stop everything went wrong. Dani came over to me and mentioned that Rihanna had the balls to call me a hoe, talk about how Drake fucked her, and had the audacity to disrespect my parents calling them out of name. I honestly think that I’ve been TOO nice for these hoes and shit is about to get real. The funny thing is she’s talking shit about ME but she doesn’t even know the HALF of the things that I’ve been through. Jealousy makes a bitch talk. I really wanted to make this a good year but all I have to say is FUCK it now. . . It’s going down ! “ What the fuck bro ? This hoe always gotta sweat me. . . Damn “ she looked at me then she shrugged “ Shit, I’m done with this bullshit. “ I glanced up the hall and I saw Rihanna, Lil Mama, and a couple of others in a crew. I was done with her bullshit, others people’s bullshit, and the world’s BULLSHIT ! Everybody’s always in my face about what Rihanna said or what Rihanna did. I’m sick of it and imma let her red-head ass know.
“ So you wanna talk shit about me and my family right ? “ . She looked from me to her crew then said “ Excuse me, nobody wants to mention you, so. . . “ I laughed but I was dead serious, I pulled my hair up into a bun. “ So you ain’t been calling me a hoe ? Or talking about my family ? Or SAYING THAT YOU FUCKING MY MAN ? “ Rihanna seemed shocked that I found all of this out. “ First off, no so you can get the fuck away from me with yo ‘ psycho ass. . Damn “ I chuckled “ Bitch, you wanna talk shit AND not own up to it ? “ She opened her mouth to say something but I snatched her by her hair and started punching her in the face. She swung and hit me dead in the face but it didn’t phase me. I dragged her from one side of the hall to the other. My back was pressed against the locker, she was on the ground. Throwing punches to her face repeatedly, she was trying to hit me but I kicked her and she fell backward. Just when I was about to stomp her ass I got pulled back by Mr. Ealy.
Yall know the deal, I got sent to the office. Blah , Blah , Blah . . They suspended me for about a week or so, but I honestly don’t care cause the bitch got what she deserved. I didn’t feel like sitting in the office for the rest of the day so I decided to go home early. I went to the upstairs hall to get my stuff. When I got everything I needed, I headed down the hall. Before I left I heard my name being called. Turing around I saw Drake, I’m so not ready for this shit. “ So you got suspended right ? “ he walked closer to me. “ Yeah “ I stated. He sighed “ For how long Nika? “ I looked down “ A week or more. . They said that they’re going to see if a week is all I should get for brutally beating her ass “ I rolled my eyes because I’m pissed off. Drake did a chuckle. “ What’s so damn funny ? “ I looked at him. “ Nothing, but damn that’s awhile. . “ I shook my head and agreed. “ Well, I have to go cause ’ I don’t feel like sitting in the stupid ass school “ he smiled and gave me a hug “ Alright, see you later babe. “ We kissed goodbye and went our ways.
Driving home I felt like the shit but at the end of the day getting in trouble over stupid shit was the past. . And I didn’t want to start this “ new “ life off like how I was in queens. My mother is going to be mad as hell at me when I get home and my dad isn’t going to be too pleased with this shit either. DAMN ! Nice way to start things off Onika. I arrived home thirty minutes later. My mother and father were both inside of the living room when I got home. I sighed and handed the two my letter from the principle about what happened, the consequences, and the both of our statements on why everything happened the way it did.
After reading the letter my mom looked at me with “ The Eyes “. She looked over to my dad who also didn’t look so pleased either. “ Onika, why ? I thought we weren’t going through this “ I just stared at her. “ I’m not playing with you Onika. . Why are you going backwards when your supposed to be changing “ I looked for a minute “ Look, I’m sorry for not being yall’s little princess anymore but I was trying to keep calm with her but she kept fu- I mean messing with me over and over and OVER again ! So she took it upon herself to disrespect me, my family, and my boyfriend. Honestly, I gave her a chance to tell the TRUTH and apologize and you know what she did called me out of my name again and thought I was just going to let it go. . Ha ! Think again “ My parents looked at me like they couldn’t believe that I didn’t you know fight her off the jump, they were proud that I held my anger for that long but still disappointed that I fought her THAT bad that I got into trouble. “ Well baby girl you are improving in the anger category but next time just don’t beat her until you get in A LOT of trouble. . Like these people are saying that you brutally beat Rihanna to the point you had a couple of on looking adults to break you guys up. I know your strength because you’re my child and I don’t need you literally HURTING people kids Onika “ I took in everything she said and replied “ Yes ma’am “ . My dad was the one who taught me how to fight so he wasn’t bothered by me beating her ass. He was kind of amused by it. “ Onika, did you say you have a boyfriend ? “ He asked. I smiled “ Yes sir “ His eyes bucked “ How long have you two been dating “ my mother peeped in. “ About three months I would say “ she damn near lost her head “ Excuse me . . Three months ? And you didn’t tell me ? WOW ! “ I looked down because I should have told them but I was trying to see if Drake was the RIGHT guy I should bring home. “ I’m sorry you guys but I was just trying to see if Drake was the right one this time “ my dad looked at me while my mother shook her head in agreement “ I understand baby girl “ I laughed at my dad because he was just looking at the two of us. “ Well I want to meet this guy who has my princess’s heart “ I smiled “ Sure thing “ .
I called Drake when I got upstairs and told him about what my parents said and I asked him how school went. We talked for about an hour but we had to go get ready for him meeting my parents. " I love you " he smiled through the phone. " I love you to babe, Drake do you think that our love is a SURE thing ? " I questioned. " Absolutely Onika, our love is a sure thing " .
Nicki's Outfit : http://www.polyvore.com/live_it_up/set?id=60023778
Just when I thought things would go right, and the drama would stop everything went wrong. Dani came over to me and mentioned that Rihanna had the balls to call me a hoe, talk about how Drake fucked her, and had the audacity to disrespect my parents calling them out of name. I honestly think that I’ve been TOO nice for these hoes and shit is about to get real. The funny thing is she’s talking shit about ME but she doesn’t even know the HALF of the things that I’ve been through. Jealousy makes a bitch talk. I really wanted to make this a good year but all I have to say is FUCK it now. . . It’s going down ! “ What the fuck bro ? This hoe always gotta sweat me. . . Damn “ she looked at me then she shrugged “ Shit, I’m done with this bullshit. “ I glanced up the hall and I saw Rihanna, Lil Mama, and a couple of others in a crew. I was done with her bullshit, others people’s bullshit, and the world’s BULLSHIT ! Everybody’s always in my face about what Rihanna said or what Rihanna did. I’m sick of it and imma let her red-head ass know.
“ So you wanna talk shit about me and my family right ? “ . She looked from me to her crew then said “ Excuse me, nobody wants to mention you, so. . . “ I laughed but I was dead serious, I pulled my hair up into a bun. “ So you ain’t been calling me a hoe ? Or talking about my family ? Or SAYING THAT YOU FUCKING MY MAN ? “ Rihanna seemed shocked that I found all of this out. “ First off, no so you can get the fuck away from me with yo ‘ psycho ass. . Damn “ I chuckled “ Bitch, you wanna talk shit AND not own up to it ? “ She opened her mouth to say something but I snatched her by her hair and started punching her in the face. She swung and hit me dead in the face but it didn’t phase me. I dragged her from one side of the hall to the other. My back was pressed against the locker, she was on the ground. Throwing punches to her face repeatedly, she was trying to hit me but I kicked her and she fell backward. Just when I was about to stomp her ass I got pulled back by Mr. Ealy.
Yall know the deal, I got sent to the office. Blah , Blah , Blah . . They suspended me for about a week or so, but I honestly don’t care cause the bitch got what she deserved. I didn’t feel like sitting in the office for the rest of the day so I decided to go home early. I went to the upstairs hall to get my stuff. When I got everything I needed, I headed down the hall. Before I left I heard my name being called. Turing around I saw Drake, I’m so not ready for this shit. “ So you got suspended right ? “ he walked closer to me. “ Yeah “ I stated. He sighed “ For how long Nika? “ I looked down “ A week or more. . They said that they’re going to see if a week is all I should get for brutally beating her ass “ I rolled my eyes because I’m pissed off. Drake did a chuckle. “ What’s so damn funny ? “ I looked at him. “ Nothing, but damn that’s awhile. . “ I shook my head and agreed. “ Well, I have to go cause ’ I don’t feel like sitting in the stupid ass school “ he smiled and gave me a hug “ Alright, see you later babe. “ We kissed goodbye and went our ways.
Driving home I felt like the shit but at the end of the day getting in trouble over stupid shit was the past. . And I didn’t want to start this “ new “ life off like how I was in queens. My mother is going to be mad as hell at me when I get home and my dad isn’t going to be too pleased with this shit either. DAMN ! Nice way to start things off Onika. I arrived home thirty minutes later. My mother and father were both inside of the living room when I got home. I sighed and handed the two my letter from the principle about what happened, the consequences, and the both of our statements on why everything happened the way it did.
After reading the letter my mom looked at me with “ The Eyes “. She looked over to my dad who also didn’t look so pleased either. “ Onika, why ? I thought we weren’t going through this “ I just stared at her. “ I’m not playing with you Onika. . Why are you going backwards when your supposed to be changing “ I looked for a minute “ Look, I’m sorry for not being yall’s little princess anymore but I was trying to keep calm with her but she kept fu- I mean messing with me over and over and OVER again ! So she took it upon herself to disrespect me, my family, and my boyfriend. Honestly, I gave her a chance to tell the TRUTH and apologize and you know what she did called me out of my name again and thought I was just going to let it go. . Ha ! Think again “ My parents looked at me like they couldn’t believe that I didn’t you know fight her off the jump, they were proud that I held my anger for that long but still disappointed that I fought her THAT bad that I got into trouble. “ Well baby girl you are improving in the anger category but next time just don’t beat her until you get in A LOT of trouble. . Like these people are saying that you brutally beat Rihanna to the point you had a couple of on looking adults to break you guys up. I know your strength because you’re my child and I don’t need you literally HURTING people kids Onika “ I took in everything she said and replied “ Yes ma’am “ . My dad was the one who taught me how to fight so he wasn’t bothered by me beating her ass. He was kind of amused by it. “ Onika, did you say you have a boyfriend ? “ He asked. I smiled “ Yes sir “ His eyes bucked “ How long have you two been dating “ my mother peeped in. “ About three months I would say “ she damn near lost her head “ Excuse me . . Three months ? And you didn’t tell me ? WOW ! “ I looked down because I should have told them but I was trying to see if Drake was the RIGHT guy I should bring home. “ I’m sorry you guys but I was just trying to see if Drake was the right one this time “ my dad looked at me while my mother shook her head in agreement “ I understand baby girl “ I laughed at my dad because he was just looking at the two of us. “ Well I want to meet this guy who has my princess’s heart “ I smiled “ Sure thing “ .
I called Drake when I got upstairs and told him about what my parents said and I asked him how school went. We talked for about an hour but we had to go get ready for him meeting my parents. " I love you " he smiled through the phone. " I love you to babe, Drake do you think that our love is a SURE thing ? " I questioned. " Absolutely Onika, our love is a sure thing " .
Nicki's Outfit : http://www.polyvore.com/live_it_up/set?id=60023778
Thursday, October 11, 2012
They Gone Learn !
Why am I so nervous today? Well, maybe it's because there is this rumor that Aubrey is going to ask me to be his girlfriend today. Drake did tell me he was going to make me his girl but you know we play around alot so maybe he was kidding. It's almost the end of second period and I haven't seen Aubrey yet, or have I seen Rihanna. I swear to you if he's with that bitch I'm gonna catch a case. The bell rang and I went to my locker. As I got to my locker those two loud ass twins with my angel Cassie approached me. " Mrs. Graham " Cassie sung. I slightly smiled at them. " Uh-Uh, boo what's wrong " ? " Nothing " I shruged. Then I opened my locker and a note fell out. It was in a pink envelope. My eyebrows scrunched into a confused look, turning my head to the girls. They all had this crooked smile on their faces. I sighed before opening it, the letter read:
Dear Onika, I want you to know that I love you. Yes, I know that I just met you a couple of weeks ago, and that we aren't together at the moment but we will be. . . TRUST me ! You are the most beautiful girl in this universe baby girl. NOBODY can touch you. An that body you got . . is like W-O-A-H ! You make a dude wanna do things but I can't because you carry yourself like a woman so, i'm going to treat you like one. If you let me. Your smart, funny, talented, beautiful, and your my girl - the ONE for me. I have feelings for you and I know you have feelings for me.
XOXO, Aubrey♥
Awe , I had all these emotions going through me right now, but the only thing I could do is smile. I looked at the girls and they were smiling too. " What is this all about " ? I asked them. " Why? Just wait and find out Nika " Dani said. " Okay ".
Gym was alright because I had that class with the crew, well everyone except for Drake. I wanna know where he is. Alot, more than I did before because of that note he wrote me. On my way to lunch people kept smiling at me. Which was weird for me because NOBODY is telling me what's going on. People keep on saying " Wait ' till lunch " like, what the fuck is gonna happen at lunch ? I had to walk from one building to another just to get to the lunch room so I had time to think. In the process of me thinking I bumped into Rihanna. " Excuse you " I said. She looked at me then rolled her eyes " Girl, you can excuse yourself " She said rudely. " Bitch, you need to shut the fuck up and do something with yourself " I said with attitude, I looked at her for a minute then walked off " You a stupid hoe. . . I swear " Were my last words.
When I walked into the Cafe' I went to grab my food. When the girls and I sat down a teacher said she had someone had something they would like to say. I looked up to see Drake standing there, the spotlight flashed on me and I started to get nervous all over again. " Nicki " Aubrey started. I shook my head ' No ' he chuckled at me. "
“Okay, there’s this girl that goes here and she’s kind-or new but that’s not the point. We hang out together all the time. She’s my type of girl. . If you know what I mean. She’s smart, beautiful, cool, sweet, funny, and outgoing. Oh, and let’s not forget that she has a body like a goddess. She is just something I can’t explain. But I have this one thing that I need to ask her. . . Nicki will you be my girlfriend?” He looked nervous as hell. It took me awhile to respond because I was shocked, that’s when he came over to me and asked me again. “ Awe, I would love to be your girlfriend Aubrey” We kissed and when we parted all I could do is smile; so hard that my dimples were on full display. Everyone cheered us on except for Rihanna and her little crew but I ignored them. Drake told me he was coming back, while he was gone I started to spaz with the girls. When he was coming back I stopped quickly although, I think he saw me because he looked at me and laughed a little. His hands were behind his back when he came up to me. He handed me a bouquet of red roses. I blushed just by looking at them. I stood and hugged him; proud to be his new girlfriend. “ Yall two are so, cute” My friend Dani complimented. I didn’t want to eat anymore but Aubrey insisted on feeding me so I let him. It was cool and something that I would let him do on a regular basis. After lunch I had science but we had a substitute so all we did was take notes, watch a video, and read out of the textbook.
Next is sixth period, which I have with Drake. YAY ! Drake and I walked into class together looking all cute-see and stuff. A good friend of mines named Diamond congratulated us. We sat by each other in the middle of the class room. “Hmm?” I wondered why Drake was tapping me so much. “Gimme kiss” He said. I giggled then leaned in and gave him what he asked for. The next thing I know is that our names where being called. We moved apart from one-another. “ Nicki and Drake yall know that I like you e two’s little relationship but you two can’t be kissing in the middle of the class. So, Nicki I want you to move over to that group for today” He pointed to the table that Rihanna’s little bitch ass friend sits.” But, I don’t like her” I said looking in Lil Mama’s direction. “ Well try and like her, now move” Mr. Cool J said. I huffed and headed over to “ that “ table. This should be fun. I threw my stuff down on the table and smirked at the group. “ Hey, Nicki the bad ass barbie “ this chick named Honey CoCaine said. I laughed “Hey, boo”. She gave me this silly looking smile.
I told the rest of the group “hey”, everyone replied except for that little bitch Naitia Kirkland A.K.A Lil Mama or some shit. Her ass real irrelevant in my life so imma fall back an be cool. I was working with Honey and she staring at me like, the fuck she want? I asked her ass WHAT YOU NEED SOMETHING?” Everyone in the class looked up at the situation that just occurred. She looked at me for awhile then said Ain’t no need to act like a bitch” I’m trying to stay calm because I promised myself that I wasn’t fighting over no stupid stuff. But a [ bitch ]? Really? Alright, she bout to see “ the “ bitch if she keep on bark’n ! “ An no need to be calling me outta my fucking name” she said while she rolled her eyes “ yea, alright but whatever cause I can say what I wanna say” I chuckled “Yo’ ass aint gone have no mouth to talk out if you keep saying shit bruha’” I walked over an stood in front of her. “Okay, so say that shit again. One more time to hear what the fuck you gotta say” Drake came over and grabbed me telling me to calm down cause she aint worth it. She looked at me and sat back down. “The fuck I thought” I gave her a real stank look an sat back in my seat. Ooo, she betta had been GLAD that Drake saved her cause I would put something on her scary ass. Hoes like her and her little crew always gotta say stuff to me and mess my day up. Or they just always gotta talk about everything I do. But trust me let them keep on. . They gone learn !
Haven't posted in a while right? Yea. I know ! But did you enjoy reading? I hope so(: Next chapter should be up this week OR next week. Drama between dricki&Rihanna? Maybe. . Maybe NOT ! Just wait for the next chaper(s) and you'll know.
Dear Onika, I want you to know that I love you. Yes, I know that I just met you a couple of weeks ago, and that we aren't together at the moment but we will be. . . TRUST me ! You are the most beautiful girl in this universe baby girl. NOBODY can touch you. An that body you got . . is like W-O-A-H ! You make a dude wanna do things but I can't because you carry yourself like a woman so, i'm going to treat you like one. If you let me. Your smart, funny, talented, beautiful, and your my girl - the ONE for me. I have feelings for you and I know you have feelings for me.
XOXO, Aubrey♥
Awe , I had all these emotions going through me right now, but the only thing I could do is smile. I looked at the girls and they were smiling too. " What is this all about " ? I asked them. " Why? Just wait and find out Nika " Dani said. " Okay ".
Gym was alright because I had that class with the crew, well everyone except for Drake. I wanna know where he is. Alot, more than I did before because of that note he wrote me. On my way to lunch people kept smiling at me. Which was weird for me because NOBODY is telling me what's going on. People keep on saying " Wait ' till lunch " like, what the fuck is gonna happen at lunch ? I had to walk from one building to another just to get to the lunch room so I had time to think. In the process of me thinking I bumped into Rihanna. " Excuse you " I said. She looked at me then rolled her eyes " Girl, you can excuse yourself " She said rudely. " Bitch, you need to shut the fuck up and do something with yourself " I said with attitude, I looked at her for a minute then walked off " You a stupid hoe. . . I swear " Were my last words.
When I walked into the Cafe' I went to grab my food. When the girls and I sat down a teacher said she had someone had something they would like to say. I looked up to see Drake standing there, the spotlight flashed on me and I started to get nervous all over again. " Nicki " Aubrey started. I shook my head ' No ' he chuckled at me. "
“Okay, there’s this girl that goes here and she’s kind-or new but that’s not the point. We hang out together all the time. She’s my type of girl. . If you know what I mean. She’s smart, beautiful, cool, sweet, funny, and outgoing. Oh, and let’s not forget that she has a body like a goddess. She is just something I can’t explain. But I have this one thing that I need to ask her. . . Nicki will you be my girlfriend?” He looked nervous as hell. It took me awhile to respond because I was shocked, that’s when he came over to me and asked me again. “ Awe, I would love to be your girlfriend Aubrey” We kissed and when we parted all I could do is smile; so hard that my dimples were on full display. Everyone cheered us on except for Rihanna and her little crew but I ignored them. Drake told me he was coming back, while he was gone I started to spaz with the girls. When he was coming back I stopped quickly although, I think he saw me because he looked at me and laughed a little. His hands were behind his back when he came up to me. He handed me a bouquet of red roses. I blushed just by looking at them. I stood and hugged him; proud to be his new girlfriend. “ Yall two are so, cute” My friend Dani complimented. I didn’t want to eat anymore but Aubrey insisted on feeding me so I let him. It was cool and something that I would let him do on a regular basis. After lunch I had science but we had a substitute so all we did was take notes, watch a video, and read out of the textbook.
Next is sixth period, which I have with Drake. YAY ! Drake and I walked into class together looking all cute-see and stuff. A good friend of mines named Diamond congratulated us. We sat by each other in the middle of the class room. “Hmm?” I wondered why Drake was tapping me so much. “Gimme kiss” He said. I giggled then leaned in and gave him what he asked for. The next thing I know is that our names where being called. We moved apart from one-another. “ Nicki and Drake yall know that I like you e two’s little relationship but you two can’t be kissing in the middle of the class. So, Nicki I want you to move over to that group for today” He pointed to the table that Rihanna’s little bitch ass friend sits.” But, I don’t like her” I said looking in Lil Mama’s direction. “ Well try and like her, now move” Mr. Cool J said. I huffed and headed over to “ that “ table. This should be fun. I threw my stuff down on the table and smirked at the group. “ Hey, Nicki the bad ass barbie “ this chick named Honey CoCaine said. I laughed “Hey, boo”. She gave me this silly looking smile.
I told the rest of the group “hey”, everyone replied except for that little bitch Naitia Kirkland A.K.A Lil Mama or some shit. Her ass real irrelevant in my life so imma fall back an be cool. I was working with Honey and she staring at me like, the fuck she want? I asked her ass WHAT YOU NEED SOMETHING?” Everyone in the class looked up at the situation that just occurred. She looked at me for awhile then said Ain’t no need to act like a bitch” I’m trying to stay calm because I promised myself that I wasn’t fighting over no stupid stuff. But a [ bitch ]? Really? Alright, she bout to see “ the “ bitch if she keep on bark’n ! “ An no need to be calling me outta my fucking name” she said while she rolled her eyes “ yea, alright but whatever cause I can say what I wanna say” I chuckled “Yo’ ass aint gone have no mouth to talk out if you keep saying shit bruha’” I walked over an stood in front of her. “Okay, so say that shit again. One more time to hear what the fuck you gotta say” Drake came over and grabbed me telling me to calm down cause she aint worth it. She looked at me and sat back down. “The fuck I thought” I gave her a real stank look an sat back in my seat. Ooo, she betta had been GLAD that Drake saved her cause I would put something on her scary ass. Hoes like her and her little crew always gotta say stuff to me and mess my day up. Or they just always gotta talk about everything I do. But trust me let them keep on. . They gone learn !
Haven't posted in a while right? Yea. I know ! But did you enjoy reading? I hope so(: Next chapter should be up this week OR next week. Drama between dricki&Rihanna? Maybe. . Maybe NOT ! Just wait for the next chaper(s) and you'll know.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Hope It Doesn't Happen Again . . .
So yesterday when I got home the first person I saw was my big brother. When I walked passed him he stoped me. " Nika ". He called. " What ? " I answered while turning around to face him. " Why the hell you smiling so much? " Why is he always in MY face asking me questions? " Because I feel like smiling boy" With that I walked away and went straight to my room. I laid flat across my bed , still smiling. All I could think about is Drake. He is the sweetest little thing. If we actually get together one day I hope he treats me right and keep his word. I got off my bed and went over to my dresser, grabbed some pj's and went into my bathroom. When I got into the bathroom I started my hot and relaxing shower. After I undressed I got into the shower. Twenty minutes passed and my shower was done. I got dressed, lotioned up, and left the bathroom. Just when I was about to pick my phone up and call one of the girls my mom started calling me. " Coming Ma' " I yelled from my room. I walked down stairs to see my mom with one hand on her hip and a stern face. " Onika Tanya Maraj " She stated. I really hates when she says my GOVERMENT out loud ! " Ma'am " I replyed. " Why didn't you let me or your father know that you were home ? " She asked. " I don't know " It's as simple as that. She put her head down and looked back up at me. " Nika . . Baby You know that you should tell us your home because I was worried sick about you. But luckily your brother informed us that you were up stairs in your room" She spoke. " Well , I'm sorry mommy. I won't let it happen again" I simled. " Okay then , your dismissed ! " B0FL , this lady . " Oh and can I have some friends over tonight ? " I asked knowing she was going to say yes. " Yes you may. . BUT ! GIRLS ONLY Nika " I laughed. " Thanks , and girls were only invited lady " . I walked upstairs and grabbed my phone. I called the girls and gave them the directions. About thirty to fourty-five minutes later they were at my house. They met my family , the girls LOVE my mommy ! And they laugh at how my dad acts torward me " Little`Princess " Is what they call me because my dad treats me like one. They think my big brother is funny, an Oh lawd ! The girls and LambChop . . . I just , can't deal ! They play too much yo' ! But the hell with the meeting part.
We walked upstairs to my room. I don't know what the hell is wrong with these hoes but they fell in love with my room. " Nicki ! Your room is TOO cute. " Cassie said. " Thanks babee ". But when those twins went inside of that damn closet . . . Pssh , they wanted to borrow the whole damn thing ! " Damn , Nicki ! Let me borrow these shoes " Gabi smiled at me. " Girl Shut UP ! Yall wanna borrow the WHOLE closet init? " I said. " If you let me " The twins said together. SMFH they a MESS ! " Hahaa , get the hell out of my closet hoes " We went back into my bedroom and chat. We were on the subject of my life for awhile. Then I got to know them alot better than I already knew. Like I didn't know Cassie loved pets, she's a freaking expert about pets. Dani and Gabi are model , like after school and shit. I have to see some of their photo's cause' I know they are gonna be off the chain . . I mean they are gorgeous ! We were having a great time, but then they started talking about boyfriends o.O ! " Nickiiiiiii . . . " Cassie sung. Oh goodness. " Yess ?". " Sooo , whats up with you and Drake ? " She asked. " Um , nothing . . Why ? " I asked trying not to smile. " Bitch you are a LIER ! " Gabi blurted out. I couldn't do anything but laugh at her goofy ass. " Aye , shut the hell up ! Because I'm not lying " I stated. " Pssh , What the fuck ever Nicki cause' yall stay in eachothers face ALL the time. " Gabi said rolling her eyes. " Okay. . SO ! " I looked at Dani. " Don't look at me hoe , Cause' iiBet yall be texting ALL night " Dani said. I smacked my lips while rolling my eyes. " Oh my god SHUT UP ! " I yelled. " Mmhm I can see them now , Nicki you so sexy . . Oh thanks Drake and you are SOOOO handsome . . . HAHAHA ! " Ooh these twins are something else , always got something to say. " Yall know what . . . " I can't with these girls. Just then my phone started ringing. I looked down to see Drake's name he sent me a text.
What's up beautiful ? I smiled when I read it and the girls noticed because they started to grill me. " Um , see bitch ! Who you talking to that got you smiling an shit ? " Dani asked. I narrowed my eyes at her. " None of your buissness hoe ". " Oh really ? " She asked before she attacked me. " AHHHH ! GET OFF OF ME DANI ! " I yelled. " NOPE ! Who are you talking to ? " She asked again. " Oh my god . . NO - BO - DY ! " Then I started laughing. " Oh so you think shit funny ? Alright " Cassie said before she took the phone out of my hand. Then Dani got off of me. " AGH ! YALL NOSEY ! " I yelled really loud because my mom heard me. " ONIKA TANYA MARAJ ! Why are you yelling in my damn house little girl ? " Sometimes she be running out got my friends laughing at me an shit. " Sorry ma' ". " So you weren't talking to Drake ? " Cassie asked. " I never said that smart one I said none of yall's buissness" I stated. " And you also said NO - BO - DY smart one " Gabi said mocking me. " Pssh , so ! Yea i'm talking to Drake " I said real ratchet. " Girl shut yo' ass up cause' we already knew that " Gabi smiled. " Well if yall know can I have the phone BACK " I asked with a smile. Cassie threw the phone at me but I catched it. " You better be glab that didn't hit me in my face " I said. " Yeaa , yeaa Nic . . Now talk to your man " I laughed and replyed to Drake's text.
At my house with these three little`hoes Cassie , Gabi , and Dani .
And yall didn't think about inviting us ?
Boy HUSH ! Where good girls( :
Not for long . .
Drake , shut yo ass up . . okay !
Girl who you talking to like that ?
Um , YOU !
Alright I got something for your little ass , Well yo' ass AIN'T CLOSE to little so . . . ( : I started laughing so hard ! Drake is a trip I promise you. " Aye , why the fuck you over there laughing so hard ? " Dani asked. " Man , cause ' Drake is soemthing else " I answerd still laughing. " What did he say ? " Asked Gabi. I showed them the text an they laughed too. " Well he isn't lying " Cassie simply stated. " Tell me something I DON'T know. Pssh , i'm a bad bitch . . Hahaha " We were such a good time together. Just that minute Drake called me and I told Dani to answer the phone an put it on speaker. " What the fuck do you want ? " She answered. We tryed our hardest not to laugh. " Not YOU , I want Nicki so can you put her on the phone please ? " Drake asked. " Um , we are trying to have a girls night and you think you specail cause' yall LoveBirds an shit ? NOPE ! ". " Haha , listen Dani put Nicki's little ass - I need to stop saying that put Nicki's HUGE ass on this phone before I get Darnell on yo' ass " Drake stated. " OMG shut UP . . Nicki yo' man wants to talk to you " I laughed and answered the phone " Yess ? " I said sweetly. " Naw , don't try to sound all sweet now after all the shit you was texting " He said. " Aubrey I'm SORRY ! " I tried to sound like I actually was. " Onika why you lying ? " He was smiling through the phone I could tell. " Oh my god . . NO i'm not ! Would I EVER lie to my boo ? " Now I really wasn't lying. " True . Alright , I won't do anything ". Pssh , wraped around my finger that quick( : " Awee , shut the hell UP you two ! " Cassie said smiling. " Oh hush little girl . " I laughed. " But Aubrey I have to gooooo , So . . . Call me LATER " I said because I was cutting into the time with my girls but I didn't WANT to leave. " Alright babe , love yo' big ass , hahaa " LOL Drake needs to shut up. " Haha , love you to light`bright. . and STOP talking about my ass boy " I said while giggling. " I can't you put it out there so I just appreciate it " . " Yea , Yea whatever boy . . Night Drake " " Night Nicki " . Then we ened our little call. " AWEEEE YALL CUTE ! " Gabi exclaimed. " Hahaa , HUSH ! " I smiled. " Naw , yall just too much for us to bare ". Cassie said. " Haha , stop guys ! Yall making me blush man " I smiled. " Hush ! Cause you like it , we KNOW " Gabi laughed. " Yea , yea " . " So , Dani how did it feel when you and Darnell had sex ? " I asked. Changing the subject. " Well it was kind of painful in the begining, like it felt like he had to break this brick wall. But when he broke it pssh , nothing but pleasure. " She bit down on her bottom lip after telling us what happend. " Ohh shit ! So he got you sprung ? ALREADY ! " I laughed. " Maybe , Maybe not nigga " She just started to smile really hard. Awe , they really are in love with eachother. I hop it stays that way. " Well have anyone of yall had sex before ? " . Everyone else said that they didn't except me . " Nicki . . " Cassie asked . " No I didn't have sex before but , remember when I said that I have something to tell yall but later ? Well here goes nothing " .
But the thing is I almost had sex with my ex-boyfriend Joshua. We dated for 3 years , THREE years that went down the drain . He was my first love , I would do anything for him because I thought he was the perfect boyfriend . When I needed him he was there , when I wanted something he would get it for me. We had the type of bound and trust that I couldn't find anywhere else. Until things started going south . He started acting kind of different but nothing major at the time . Then things got to the point that when I would call he wouldn't answer , or when I would go check on him he was " never home " , or I wouldn't see him for days . An to think things couldn't get worse one day when we got back on " good " terms he went and did the unthinkable . I went over to his house on a Friday night , something I always did . We chilled out for about an hour and things got out of hand. One thing started to lead to another and we ended up in his room . That was the moment I was going to have sex with him , I wanted him to be my first . Until , we heard a knock at the door . He said he was coming back and went downstairs . He was down there for a good minute . I heard a female voice and I was confused so I put on my previous set of clothes and stood at the top of the stair case. " Josh , are you still with her " The female asked . " Yes , but listen I promise you after she gives me what I want I'll leave her " Josh said. At that moment alot of mixed emotions where running through my mind . I went back into his room grabbed my stuff and then I heard the door shut. " What are you doing " He asked me . " Leaving Josh , your nothing bout' a liar " I stated trying to keep my cool . " Wha - " I cut him off . " Stop , right there Josh . Just leave me the FUCK ALONE ! " I Screamed and stormed out of the house. Months went by and I didn't answer any calls , texted , emails , NOTHING from him . Then he stoped by my house and my mother let him in , why ? I have NO clue . When he entered my room I couldn't contain myself . I just started screaming , cursing , and hitting him. Joshua stood there and took it like a man then he stoped me . He said he was sorry for everything he's put me through and it will never happen again . Just because I was STILL in love with him I belived him and we moved on from that . The past few mothes we PERFECT ! Josh treated me like a queen . He bought me new things , he confesed his love for me everyday , he called and texted me all the time . It just seemed as if the love was back and better than ever. One day on a Saturday night I went over to Joushua's house and I heard noise , weird noises. As I opened the door the noises because louder and they sound as if they were moans. I walked up the stairs slowly . When I walked closer to Josh'es door I pushed it open and saw him and one of my " bestfriends " having sex . I couldn't believe it . I stormed out of the room , slamming the door in the process. Then I heard Josh screaming my name. " NO ! Josh I can't BELIVIE THIS SHIT LIKE , WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME . . . again " I broke down and cried right there. I was so weak , I couldn't process what was happening . Josh walked closer to me and tried to hug me but I pushed me off of me. " Nicki , let me explain . . " . " Expalin . . . Expalin . . " I chuckeld. " EXPLAIN ? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA EXPALIN TO ME ? WHAT ? THAT WHILE I WAS OUT BEING STUPID AS FUCK STAYING LOYAL TO YOUR DUMB ASS YOU WERE HERE FUCKING MY BESTFRIEND ? " I screamed in his face. " Listen , I'm sorry . . I really am " Josh really thinks that sorry shit is gonna work. " I honestly don't give a flying FUCK IF YOUR SORRY , SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ! " Just then the bitch that I tought was one of my bestfriends walked downstairs. " What the fuck are you looking at ? " I asked her. " Listen , Nicki I am EXTREAMLY sorry " She was scared I could tell . See all of my friends know how I go , But angermanagement classes are going to have hell on there hands . " You really think I give a fuck if your sorry ? You were supposed to be my bestfriend " I stated . " Nicki " Viola started . " I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT ! JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP " I screamed I couldn't take this shit anymore. " AGH ! I really wanna beat yo' ass Viola . . I really do " I was trying to stay calm but it wasn't working. " You wanna do what ? Fight . . Um , me ? Yea okay " What the fuck ? was she trying to get smart ? " Who you getting smart wit ? " . " Uhh , your the only one i'm talking to. " With that I went ove to Viola , without saying a word I started to hit her. I grabbed her hair with my left hand and with the right I put her ass to work . I punched her in her face a good amount of time. Viola grabbed my hair and tried to pull me down but as soon as she touched me I got this untittled power. I can't describe it all I know is that I was punching and kicking her dead it her face. I pulled out some of her sew in's just so she would know who the fuck she was playing with. I couldn't stop , it's like this angry person came out of me because I was really beating her ass. I really was. Then Joshua tried to pulled me off of her but it didn't work. While he was pulling me I was draging her along . I had her hair with both of my hands and kicking at the same time . I'm only 5'2" so when he picked me up I was off the grown. Joshua just gave up. He put me down , as soon as he did that I started to punch her in the back of her head multipul times and wouldn't stop . I was just so angry and hurt . I guess Joshua had a change in mind because he pulled us apart and that time I let go. " I HATE THE BOTH OF YALL ! FUCK YOU VIOLA , YOU STUPID BITCH ! WE AREN'T BESTFRIENDS ANYMORE ! QUIT TALKING SHIT ALL THE TIME IF YOU CAN'T BACK YO' SHIT UP ! AND Josh . . . I don't understand . I STAYED FAITHFUL , BUT THAT WASN'T ENOUGH ? BUT FUCK IT ! " I screamed . I through my hands up in defeat and left the house. When I got home I was an emotional reck . I told my mother everything detail by detail . She was shocked that Viola was the one all along . But she damn sure wasn't shocked by the way I beat that bitch ass . " Onika , you have to try and contain your anger " She said . " Ma' I've told yall before , I can't do that " I told her because I can't . " Well , I think we can tell . You've been fighting like that since what ? 4th grade. Nika I don't want you in trouble for fighting " See I told you I've been fighting for awhile , I know it's not the best thing but . . . I had to do something . " Yes ma'am , i'll try and handle my anger some other way . . . I guess " . " Well is angermanagement going the wa it's supposed to ? " My mom asked me. " Yes , but I only go two days a week " . " Well i'm going to add about two more day , kay ? " . I agreed and went upstairs. I cried myself to sleep everynight for two monthes . I didn't accept calls from anyone , I didn't eat anything , Nor did I go to school . I was very depressed. "
I droped a few tears after I told them because it still hurts to think someone could be tooken advantage of so many times. " Nicki , he was dumb as hell to do some shit like that to you " Cassie said. " Forreal Nic , like why the fuck was he so cold hearted ? " Dani added . " You did nothing to be treated the way he treated you ' Gabi implyed . I smiled " Thanks guys . . . but thats the past " I said trying to lighten the mood . " I just hope shit like that don't happen again " . . .
~ This chapter isn't as long as the others but . . it's something . I have school in the morning that's why it's not SUPER LONGGGG like the other ones are . I know I was gone for awhile BUT i've told yall why already( : Do you guys want a part two ? Like " It Won't Happen Again " orr something of that sort ? Let me know [ Aaliyah's VC ] .
We walked upstairs to my room. I don't know what the hell is wrong with these hoes but they fell in love with my room. " Nicki ! Your room is TOO cute. " Cassie said. " Thanks babee ". But when those twins went inside of that damn closet . . . Pssh , they wanted to borrow the whole damn thing ! " Damn , Nicki ! Let me borrow these shoes " Gabi smiled at me. " Girl Shut UP ! Yall wanna borrow the WHOLE closet init? " I said. " If you let me " The twins said together. SMFH they a MESS ! " Hahaa , get the hell out of my closet hoes " We went back into my bedroom and chat. We were on the subject of my life for awhile. Then I got to know them alot better than I already knew. Like I didn't know Cassie loved pets, she's a freaking expert about pets. Dani and Gabi are model , like after school and shit. I have to see some of their photo's cause' I know they are gonna be off the chain . . I mean they are gorgeous ! We were having a great time, but then they started talking about boyfriends o.O ! " Nickiiiiiii . . . " Cassie sung. Oh goodness. " Yess ?". " Sooo , whats up with you and Drake ? " She asked. " Um , nothing . . Why ? " I asked trying not to smile. " Bitch you are a LIER ! " Gabi blurted out. I couldn't do anything but laugh at her goofy ass. " Aye , shut the hell up ! Because I'm not lying " I stated. " Pssh , What the fuck ever Nicki cause' yall stay in eachothers face ALL the time. " Gabi said rolling her eyes. " Okay. . SO ! " I looked at Dani. " Don't look at me hoe , Cause' iiBet yall be texting ALL night " Dani said. I smacked my lips while rolling my eyes. " Oh my god SHUT UP ! " I yelled. " Mmhm I can see them now , Nicki you so sexy . . Oh thanks Drake and you are SOOOO handsome . . . HAHAHA ! " Ooh these twins are something else , always got something to say. " Yall know what . . . " I can't with these girls. Just then my phone started ringing. I looked down to see Drake's name he sent me a text.
What's up beautiful ? I smiled when I read it and the girls noticed because they started to grill me. " Um , see bitch ! Who you talking to that got you smiling an shit ? " Dani asked. I narrowed my eyes at her. " None of your buissness hoe ". " Oh really ? " She asked before she attacked me. " AHHHH ! GET OFF OF ME DANI ! " I yelled. " NOPE ! Who are you talking to ? " She asked again. " Oh my god . . NO - BO - DY ! " Then I started laughing. " Oh so you think shit funny ? Alright " Cassie said before she took the phone out of my hand. Then Dani got off of me. " AGH ! YALL NOSEY ! " I yelled really loud because my mom heard me. " ONIKA TANYA MARAJ ! Why are you yelling in my damn house little girl ? " Sometimes she be running out got my friends laughing at me an shit. " Sorry ma' ". " So you weren't talking to Drake ? " Cassie asked. " I never said that smart one I said none of yall's buissness" I stated. " And you also said NO - BO - DY smart one " Gabi said mocking me. " Pssh , so ! Yea i'm talking to Drake " I said real ratchet. " Girl shut yo' ass up cause' we already knew that " Gabi smiled. " Well if yall know can I have the phone BACK " I asked with a smile. Cassie threw the phone at me but I catched it. " You better be glab that didn't hit me in my face " I said. " Yeaa , yeaa Nic . . Now talk to your man " I laughed and replyed to Drake's text.
At my house with these three little`hoes Cassie , Gabi , and Dani .
And yall didn't think about inviting us ?
Boy HUSH ! Where good girls( :
Not for long . .
Drake , shut yo ass up . . okay !
Girl who you talking to like that ?
Um , YOU !
Alright I got something for your little ass , Well yo' ass AIN'T CLOSE to little so . . . ( : I started laughing so hard ! Drake is a trip I promise you. " Aye , why the fuck you over there laughing so hard ? " Dani asked. " Man , cause ' Drake is soemthing else " I answerd still laughing. " What did he say ? " Asked Gabi. I showed them the text an they laughed too. " Well he isn't lying " Cassie simply stated. " Tell me something I DON'T know. Pssh , i'm a bad bitch . . Hahaha " We were such a good time together. Just that minute Drake called me and I told Dani to answer the phone an put it on speaker. " What the fuck do you want ? " She answered. We tryed our hardest not to laugh. " Not YOU , I want Nicki so can you put her on the phone please ? " Drake asked. " Um , we are trying to have a girls night and you think you specail cause' yall LoveBirds an shit ? NOPE ! ". " Haha , listen Dani put Nicki's little ass - I need to stop saying that put Nicki's HUGE ass on this phone before I get Darnell on yo' ass " Drake stated. " OMG shut UP . . Nicki yo' man wants to talk to you " I laughed and answered the phone " Yess ? " I said sweetly. " Naw , don't try to sound all sweet now after all the shit you was texting " He said. " Aubrey I'm SORRY ! " I tried to sound like I actually was. " Onika why you lying ? " He was smiling through the phone I could tell. " Oh my god . . NO i'm not ! Would I EVER lie to my boo ? " Now I really wasn't lying. " True . Alright , I won't do anything ". Pssh , wraped around my finger that quick( : " Awee , shut the hell UP you two ! " Cassie said smiling. " Oh hush little girl . " I laughed. " But Aubrey I have to gooooo , So . . . Call me LATER " I said because I was cutting into the time with my girls but I didn't WANT to leave. " Alright babe , love yo' big ass , hahaa " LOL Drake needs to shut up. " Haha , love you to light`bright. . and STOP talking about my ass boy " I said while giggling. " I can't you put it out there so I just appreciate it " . " Yea , Yea whatever boy . . Night Drake " " Night Nicki " . Then we ened our little call. " AWEEEE YALL CUTE ! " Gabi exclaimed. " Hahaa , HUSH ! " I smiled. " Naw , yall just too much for us to bare ". Cassie said. " Haha , stop guys ! Yall making me blush man " I smiled. " Hush ! Cause you like it , we KNOW " Gabi laughed. " Yea , yea " . " So , Dani how did it feel when you and Darnell had sex ? " I asked. Changing the subject. " Well it was kind of painful in the begining, like it felt like he had to break this brick wall. But when he broke it pssh , nothing but pleasure. " She bit down on her bottom lip after telling us what happend. " Ohh shit ! So he got you sprung ? ALREADY ! " I laughed. " Maybe , Maybe not nigga " She just started to smile really hard. Awe , they really are in love with eachother. I hop it stays that way. " Well have anyone of yall had sex before ? " . Everyone else said that they didn't except me . " Nicki . . " Cassie asked . " No I didn't have sex before but , remember when I said that I have something to tell yall but later ? Well here goes nothing " .
But the thing is I almost had sex with my ex-boyfriend Joshua. We dated for 3 years , THREE years that went down the drain . He was my first love , I would do anything for him because I thought he was the perfect boyfriend . When I needed him he was there , when I wanted something he would get it for me. We had the type of bound and trust that I couldn't find anywhere else. Until things started going south . He started acting kind of different but nothing major at the time . Then things got to the point that when I would call he wouldn't answer , or when I would go check on him he was " never home " , or I wouldn't see him for days . An to think things couldn't get worse one day when we got back on " good " terms he went and did the unthinkable . I went over to his house on a Friday night , something I always did . We chilled out for about an hour and things got out of hand. One thing started to lead to another and we ended up in his room . That was the moment I was going to have sex with him , I wanted him to be my first . Until , we heard a knock at the door . He said he was coming back and went downstairs . He was down there for a good minute . I heard a female voice and I was confused so I put on my previous set of clothes and stood at the top of the stair case. " Josh , are you still with her " The female asked . " Yes , but listen I promise you after she gives me what I want I'll leave her " Josh said. At that moment alot of mixed emotions where running through my mind . I went back into his room grabbed my stuff and then I heard the door shut. " What are you doing " He asked me . " Leaving Josh , your nothing bout' a liar " I stated trying to keep my cool . " Wha - " I cut him off . " Stop , right there Josh . Just leave me the FUCK ALONE ! " I Screamed and stormed out of the house. Months went by and I didn't answer any calls , texted , emails , NOTHING from him . Then he stoped by my house and my mother let him in , why ? I have NO clue . When he entered my room I couldn't contain myself . I just started screaming , cursing , and hitting him. Joshua stood there and took it like a man then he stoped me . He said he was sorry for everything he's put me through and it will never happen again . Just because I was STILL in love with him I belived him and we moved on from that . The past few mothes we PERFECT ! Josh treated me like a queen . He bought me new things , he confesed his love for me everyday , he called and texted me all the time . It just seemed as if the love was back and better than ever. One day on a Saturday night I went over to Joushua's house and I heard noise , weird noises. As I opened the door the noises because louder and they sound as if they were moans. I walked up the stairs slowly . When I walked closer to Josh'es door I pushed it open and saw him and one of my " bestfriends " having sex . I couldn't believe it . I stormed out of the room , slamming the door in the process. Then I heard Josh screaming my name. " NO ! Josh I can't BELIVIE THIS SHIT LIKE , WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME . . . again " I broke down and cried right there. I was so weak , I couldn't process what was happening . Josh walked closer to me and tried to hug me but I pushed me off of me. " Nicki , let me explain . . " . " Expalin . . . Expalin . . " I chuckeld. " EXPLAIN ? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA EXPALIN TO ME ? WHAT ? THAT WHILE I WAS OUT BEING STUPID AS FUCK STAYING LOYAL TO YOUR DUMB ASS YOU WERE HERE FUCKING MY BESTFRIEND ? " I screamed in his face. " Listen , I'm sorry . . I really am " Josh really thinks that sorry shit is gonna work. " I honestly don't give a flying FUCK IF YOUR SORRY , SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ! " Just then the bitch that I tought was one of my bestfriends walked downstairs. " What the fuck are you looking at ? " I asked her. " Listen , Nicki I am EXTREAMLY sorry " She was scared I could tell . See all of my friends know how I go , But angermanagement classes are going to have hell on there hands . " You really think I give a fuck if your sorry ? You were supposed to be my bestfriend " I stated . " Nicki " Viola started . " I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT ! JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP " I screamed I couldn't take this shit anymore. " AGH ! I really wanna beat yo' ass Viola . . I really do " I was trying to stay calm but it wasn't working. " You wanna do what ? Fight . . Um , me ? Yea okay " What the fuck ? was she trying to get smart ? " Who you getting smart wit ? " . " Uhh , your the only one i'm talking to. " With that I went ove to Viola , without saying a word I started to hit her. I grabbed her hair with my left hand and with the right I put her ass to work . I punched her in her face a good amount of time. Viola grabbed my hair and tried to pull me down but as soon as she touched me I got this untittled power. I can't describe it all I know is that I was punching and kicking her dead it her face. I pulled out some of her sew in's just so she would know who the fuck she was playing with. I couldn't stop , it's like this angry person came out of me because I was really beating her ass. I really was. Then Joshua tried to pulled me off of her but it didn't work. While he was pulling me I was draging her along . I had her hair with both of my hands and kicking at the same time . I'm only 5'2" so when he picked me up I was off the grown. Joshua just gave up. He put me down , as soon as he did that I started to punch her in the back of her head multipul times and wouldn't stop . I was just so angry and hurt . I guess Joshua had a change in mind because he pulled us apart and that time I let go. " I HATE THE BOTH OF YALL ! FUCK YOU VIOLA , YOU STUPID BITCH ! WE AREN'T BESTFRIENDS ANYMORE ! QUIT TALKING SHIT ALL THE TIME IF YOU CAN'T BACK YO' SHIT UP ! AND Josh . . . I don't understand . I STAYED FAITHFUL , BUT THAT WASN'T ENOUGH ? BUT FUCK IT ! " I screamed . I through my hands up in defeat and left the house. When I got home I was an emotional reck . I told my mother everything detail by detail . She was shocked that Viola was the one all along . But she damn sure wasn't shocked by the way I beat that bitch ass . " Onika , you have to try and contain your anger " She said . " Ma' I've told yall before , I can't do that " I told her because I can't . " Well , I think we can tell . You've been fighting like that since what ? 4th grade. Nika I don't want you in trouble for fighting " See I told you I've been fighting for awhile , I know it's not the best thing but . . . I had to do something . " Yes ma'am , i'll try and handle my anger some other way . . . I guess " . " Well is angermanagement going the wa it's supposed to ? " My mom asked me. " Yes , but I only go two days a week " . " Well i'm going to add about two more day , kay ? " . I agreed and went upstairs. I cried myself to sleep everynight for two monthes . I didn't accept calls from anyone , I didn't eat anything , Nor did I go to school . I was very depressed. "
I droped a few tears after I told them because it still hurts to think someone could be tooken advantage of so many times. " Nicki , he was dumb as hell to do some shit like that to you " Cassie said. " Forreal Nic , like why the fuck was he so cold hearted ? " Dani added . " You did nothing to be treated the way he treated you ' Gabi implyed . I smiled " Thanks guys . . . but thats the past " I said trying to lighten the mood . " I just hope shit like that don't happen again " . . .
~ This chapter isn't as long as the others but . . it's something . I have school in the morning that's why it's not SUPER LONGGGG like the other ones are . I know I was gone for awhile BUT i've told yall why already( : Do you guys want a part two ? Like " It Won't Happen Again " orr something of that sort ? Let me know [ Aaliyah's VC ] .
Friday, August 17, 2012
Saturday, August 4, 2012
I'm BACK yo' !
Okay , I'm BACK guys :))
Yes I know I left for a LONG time but what's your point ? Pssh , I'm here NOW ain't I ? Alright then ! Hahaa , I'm just kidding with you. I have a couple of reasons I never found the time to write. - I had to WORK this WHOLE summer !
- Somethings happened in my family (personal things)
- Lost a family member too.
- ALMOST lost another family member..
Sunday, June 24, 2012
Postingg : )
Okay so I'm trying to STOP using the * Nicki: Blah , blah , blah && Drake: Blah , blah , blah* and turn it into "Blah , blah , blah" Nicki Smiled and "Blah , blah , blah" laughed Drake. The reason I want to change it is because the quote on quote process is better than the script monologue.
Also , If you want to HELP with THIS blog you can email me a beautygraham@live.com ! When you email me make sure you leave your REAL name and a piece of writting that YOU wrote because I want to see what YOU are made of. If I sound pushy or mean I apologize it's just the way it's coimg off.
~Beauty : )
Also , If you want to HELP with THIS blog you can email me a beautygraham@live.com ! When you email me make sure you leave your REAL name and a piece of writting that YOU wrote because I want to see what YOU are made of. If I sound pushy or mean I apologize it's just the way it's coimg off.
~Beauty : )
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