Sunday, December 2, 2012

Meeting The Family

   I was upstairs cleaning my room before Drake came to meet my parents. He told me that he was a little nerves but I mean if he acts like himself then he shouldn't have any worries. "Nicki" my mother called from downstairs. I ran downstairs to see what she wanted, "Your little friend is outdside. . Let him in". I looked at her like she was crazy. "Why didn't YOU let him in ? If he has been standing out there" ? She walked away, I sighed and opened the door. He hugged and kissed me on the cheek. I smiled and walked him into the kitchen where my mother was. "Hello Mrs. Maraj, how are you today" ? She wiped her hands off with a paper-towel then gave him a hug "fine how are you today Drake?". "I'm doing fine" My mother smiled "Well you two can go wait while I finish up dinner" I lead Drake in the living room where my daddy was. I could tell that's when he got nerves. "Daddy" I got his attention. "Yes princess?" I giggled at that name because he still call's me that but it's whatever. "Drake's here. . be NICE and try not to scare him away" My father looked up and saw Drake his eyes went from me to him and he sighed. "Hello son, what's your name again?". Drake took awhile but answered "Drake". "So what's your main intrest with my daughter? Why do you want to be with her? ". Laughed " Well, it's MY time to gooo" I got up "I'm going to be in the kitchen" I left those two alone. My mother told me that Aubrey was a nice looking guy and she hopes he treats me right. I agreed with her.
   My mother called the two and my two brothers into the kitchen because it was time to eat. Everyone welcomed Drake warmly. My mom made me say grace even though she usually does it. " So, Drake" Jalani started  "how old are you"? Aubrey cleared his throat before answering "seventeen". My dad shook his head in approval. " Aye, why you like my sister" ? Maciah asked. " Ciah why you gotta be so rude" ? I asked. He think's that he's grown now, grown my ass ! " I'm not trying to be rude. . I just want to know because most of the time I like girls because they be sexy and- " I cut him off. " Maciah will you shut up . . PLEASE " ! I rolled my eyes at him. "Well , I love your sister very much. . She is an awsome, smart, and beautiful person. I will never hurt her and that's something I can a-sure you guys of" I was smiling from ear to ear, blushing and all. " Well lest hope and pray you can keep your promises because they last guy . . . was horrible. He broke her - " I stopped her right there " Mom. . can we, you know not go there tonight. . Please" I was begging because lord knows the water works will come. "Oh, okay". Aubrey was looking at me like he wanted to know what happened. I gave him a fake smile and mouthed "Later" to him, he agreed. Dinner was over, finally and my dad did the dishes while Drake and I went upstairs to my room.
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   When I got back to school about three weeks later everybody was coming up to me telling me that I have this "Twin". They say she reminds them of me but shit i've never seen her but know I do. Walking down the hall I saw Drake standing at his locker so I decided to go mess with him. "Hey sexy" he laughed. "Goodmorning beautiful" I smiled. "Okay, so who's this new chick that everyone say's is my twin" ? Turning around he said "Who Chyna" My head jerked back. "Damn, how you already know her? And why is her name Chyna"? He chuckled "Because she came up to me and introduced herself to me so I kicked it with her for awhile, and her real name isn't Chyna it's Malaya" I looked at him for awhile but I didn't say anything. "What"? he looked at me. "Nothing, just nothing. . I want to meet this chick" He laughed. "Ain't shit funny, looser" I smaked him in the back of his head and tried to run but he grabbed me by the arm. Drake pushed me up against the locker. "Say sorry" I giggled. "No" he sighed and started to tickle me. "Drake, stop" I was trying to stay calm but he wouldn't stop. "Drake- HAHAHA. . . Please. . stop-haha". "Then say your sorry". "Omg, i'm so sorry Aubrey". He stopped tickling me and demanded a kiss and you guys know that I couldn't deny it.
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   I still haven't seen the new girl and I really want to see her. Me and my girls where walking to lunch when Honey told me that "my twin" was in the cafe'. When we walked in to the cafe' everyone was yelling "Nicki, we missed you" or "Hey girl" or "Beat that bitch again" these kids are hell. . I swear ! After getting my lunch and grabbing our seats outside to eat this girl came over to our table all smiling and shit. I laughed when I saw her. "Hey, i'm Malaya but everyone calls me Chyna and you must be Nicki". She held her hand out for me to shake but I just looked at her. " Naa ' I don't shake hands but hi, and how do you know me"? I asked. "Because everyone keeps on talking about how you fought this girl named Rihanna and how were "twins" and how you were the new girl before I came along". I giggled "Well you've heard all of the right things, so how do you like it here so far"? "It's pretty cool here" She keeps everything simple and smiley. Lol, " Well do you see any cute boys because I know when I first got here. . . These guys were so sexy to me" She smiled at me. "Well, these guys are pretty cute but this one guy is SO sexy. . He's tall about 6'2" , lightskinded, and he got super swagg" I looked at my girls and back to her. "And what's his name"? Because if she's talking about MY boyfriend we gone have a problem. "Uh, I think his name is Drake". I coughed the girls were looking at her like she losted her mind and I was thinking that I was loosing my mind. "Wait, excuse me". She looked so innocent "What? His name is Drake. . Oh, here he come's how do I look" I turned around to see Drake and the guys coming our way. Dani, Gabi, and Cassie were looking at me like "Get that bitch AWAY" all I could do is laugh. "Hey babe" Aubrey kissed me. Malaya's eyes went huge. "Oh, what's up Chyna"? She smiled. "Nothing, just getting to know "My Twin". I sighed hard as in saying "bitch we ain't twins". "So, like I was saying Drake is my boyfriend" She looked at me and then to Drake. Then she sighed like she just lost her damn puppy "Oh, well it was nice meeting you" She held her hand out for me to shake but I just looked at her. "Haha, oh I forgot bye Twin" I laughed "Bye, oh and we ain't twins".
   Damn, a new bitch likes my boyfriend. . . This is going to be a lonnngg ass journey at this school.





































Tuesday, November 6, 2012

This Love Is A Sure Thing

    - Three Months Later(  : 

   Just when I thought things would go right, and the drama would stop everything went wrong. Dani came over to me and mentioned that Rihanna had the balls to call me a hoe, talk about how Drake fucked her, and had the audacity to disrespect my parents calling them out of name. I honestly think that I’ve been TOO nice for these hoes and shit is about to get real. The funny thing is she’s talking shit about ME but she doesn’t even know the HALF of the things that I’ve been through. Jealousy makes a bitch talk. I really wanted to make this a good year but all I have to say is FUCK it now. . . It’s going down ! “ What the fuck bro ? This hoe always gotta sweat me. . . Damn “ she looked at me then she shrugged “ Shit, I’m done with this bullshit. “ I glanced up the hall and I saw Rihanna, Lil Mama, and a couple of others in a crew. I was done with her bullshit, others people’s bullshit, and the world’s BULLSHIT ! Everybody’s always in my face about what Rihanna said or what Rihanna did. I’m sick of it and imma let her red-head ass know.
    “ So you wanna talk shit about me and my family right ? “ . She looked from me to her crew then said “ Excuse me, nobody wants to mention you, so. . . “ I laughed but I was dead serious, I pulled my hair up into a bun. “ So you ain’t been calling me a hoe ? Or talking about my family ? Or SAYING THAT YOU FUCKING MY MAN ? “ Rihanna seemed shocked that I found all of this out. “ First off, no so you can get the fuck away from me with yo ‘ psycho ass. . Damn “ I chuckled “ Bitch, you wanna talk shit AND not own up to it ? “ She opened her mouth to say something but I snatched her by her hair and started punching her in the face. She swung and hit me dead in the face but it didn’t phase me. I dragged her from one side of the hall to the other. My back was pressed against the locker, she was on the ground. Throwing punches to her face repeatedly, she was trying to hit me but I kicked her and she fell backward. Just when I was about to stomp her ass I got pulled back by Mr. Ealy.
    Yall know the deal, I got sent to the office. Blah , Blah , Blah . . They suspended me for about a week or so, but I honestly don’t care cause the bitch got what she deserved. I didn’t feel like sitting in the office for the rest of the day so I decided to go home early. I went to the upstairs hall to get my stuff. When I got everything I needed, I headed down the hall. Before I left I heard my name being called. Turing around I saw Drake, I’m so not ready for this shit. “ So you got suspended right ? “ he walked closer to me. “ Yeah “ I stated. He sighed “ For how long Nika? “ I looked down “ A week or more. . They said that they’re going to see if a week is all I should get for brutally beating her ass “ I rolled my eyes because I’m pissed off. Drake did a chuckle. “ What’s so damn funny ? “ I looked at him. “ Nothing, but damn that’s awhile. . “ I shook my head and agreed. “ Well, I have to go cause ’ I don’t feel like sitting in the stupid ass school “ he smiled and gave me a hug “ Alright, see you later babe. “ We kissed goodbye and went our ways.
    Driving home I felt like the shit but at the end of the day getting in trouble over stupid shit was the past. . And I didn’t want to start this “ new “ life off like how I was in queens. My mother is going to be mad as hell at me when I get home and my dad isn’t going to be too pleased with this shit either. DAMN ! Nice way to start things off Onika. I arrived home thirty minutes later. My mother and father were both inside of the living room when I got home. I sighed and handed the two my letter from the principle about what happened, the consequences, and the both of our statements on why everything happened the way it did.
    After reading the letter my mom looked at me with “ The Eyes “. She looked over to my dad who also didn’t look so pleased either. “ Onika, why ? I thought we weren’t going through this “ I just stared at her. “ I’m not playing with you Onika. . Why are you going backwards when your supposed to be changing “ I looked for a minute “ Look, I’m sorry for not being yall’s little princess anymore but I was trying to keep calm with her but she kept fu- I mean messing with me over and over and OVER again ! So she took it upon herself to disrespect me, my family, and my boyfriend. Honestly, I gave her a chance to tell the TRUTH and apologize and you know what she did called me out of my name again and thought I was just going to let it go. . Ha ! Think again “ My parents looked at me like they couldn’t believe that I didn’t you know fight her off the jump, they were proud that I held my anger for that long but still disappointed that I fought her THAT bad that I got into trouble. “ Well baby girl you are improving in the anger category but next time just don’t beat her until you get in A LOT of trouble. . Like these people are saying that you brutally beat Rihanna to the point you had a couple of on looking adults to break you guys up. I know your strength because you’re my child and I don’t need you literally HURTING people kids Onika “ I took in everything she said and replied “ Yes ma’am “ . My dad was the one who taught me how to fight so he wasn’t bothered by me beating her ass. He was kind of amused by it. “ Onika, did you say you have a boyfriend ? “ He asked. I smiled “ Yes sir “ His eyes bucked “ How long have you two been dating “ my mother peeped in. “ About three months I would say “ she damn near lost her head “ Excuse me . . Three months ? And you didn’t tell me ? WOW ! “ I looked down because I should have told them but I was trying to see if Drake was the RIGHT guy I should bring home. “ I’m sorry you guys but I was just trying to see if Drake was the right one this time “ my dad looked at me while my mother shook her head in agreement “ I understand baby girl “ I laughed at my dad because he was just looking at the two of us. “ Well I want to meet this guy who has my princess’s heart “ I smiled “ Sure thing “ . 

   I called Drake when I got upstairs and told him about what my parents said and I asked him how school went. We talked for about an hour but we had to go get ready for him meeting my parents. " I love you " he smiled through the phone. " I love you to babe, Drake do you think that our love is a SURE thing ? " I questioned. " Absolutely Onika, our love is a sure thing " .

Nicki's Outfit : http://www.polyvore.com/live_it_up/set?id=60023778
 

Thursday, October 11, 2012

They Gone Learn !

   Why am I so nervous today? Well, maybe it's because there is this rumor that Aubrey is going to ask me to be his girlfriend today. Drake did tell me he was going to make me his girl but you know we play around alot so maybe he was kidding. It's almost the end of second period and I haven't seen Aubrey yet, or have I seen Rihanna. I swear to you if he's with that bitch I'm gonna catch a case. The bell rang and I went to my locker. As I got to my locker those two loud ass twins with my angel Cassie approached me. " Mrs. Graham " Cassie sung. I slightly smiled at them. " Uh-Uh, boo what's wrong " ? " Nothing " I shruged. Then I opened my locker and a note fell out. It was in a pink envelope. My eyebrows scrunched into a confused look, turning my head to the girls. They all had this crooked smile on their faces. I sighed before opening it, the letter read:
   Dear Onika, I want you to know that I love you. Yes, I know that I just met you a couple of weeks ago, and that we aren't together at the moment but we will be. . . TRUST me ! You are the most beautiful girl in this universe baby girl. NOBODY can touch you. An that body you got . . is like W-O-A-H ! You make a dude wanna do things but I can't because you carry yourself like a woman so, i'm going to treat you like one. If you let me. Your smart, funny, talented, beautiful, and your my girl - the ONE for me. I have feelings for you and I know you have feelings for me.
XOXO, Aubrey
   Awe , I had all these emotions going through me right now, but the only thing I could do is smile. I looked at the girls and they were smiling too. " What is this all about " ? I asked them. " Why? Just wait and find out Nika " Dani said. " Okay ".
Gym was alright because I had that class with the crew, well everyone except for Drake. I wanna know where he is. Alot, more than I did before because of that note he wrote me. On my way to lunch people kept smiling at me. Which was weird for me because NOBODY is telling me what's going on. People keep on saying " Wait ' till lunch " like, what the fuck is gonna happen at lunch ? I had to walk from one building to another just to get to the lunch room so I had time to think. In the process of me thinking I bumped into Rihanna. " Excuse you " I said. She looked at me then rolled her eyes " Girl, you can excuse yourself " She said rudely. " Bitch, you need to shut the fuck up and do something with yourself " I said with attitude, I looked at her for a minute then walked off " You a stupid hoe. . . I swear " Were my last words.
   When I walked into the Cafe' I went to grab my food. When the girls and I sat down a teacher said she had someone had something they would like to say. I looked up to see Drake standing there, the spotlight flashed on me and I started to get nervous all over again. " Nicki " Aubrey started. I shook my head ' No ' he chuckled at me. "
   “Okay, there’s this girl that goes here and she’s kind-or new but that’s not the point. We hang out together all the time. She’s my type of girl. . If you know what I mean. She’s smart, beautiful, cool, sweet, funny, and outgoing. Oh, and let’s not forget that she has a body like a goddess. She is just something I can’t explain. But I have this one thing that I need to ask her. . . Nicki will you be my girlfriend?” He looked nervous as hell. It took me awhile to respond because I was shocked, that’s when he came over to me and asked me again. “ Awe, I would love to be your girlfriend Aubrey” We kissed and when we parted all I could do is smile; so hard that my dimples were on full display. Everyone cheered us on except for Rihanna and her little crew but I ignored them. Drake told me he was coming back, while he was gone I started to spaz with the girls. When he was coming back I stopped quickly although, I think he saw me because he looked at me and laughed a little. His hands were behind his back when he came up to me. He handed me a bouquet of red roses. I blushed just by looking at them. I stood and hugged him; proud to be his new girlfriend. “ Yall two are so, cute” My friend Dani complimented. I didn’t want to eat anymore but Aubrey insisted on feeding me so I let him. It was cool and something that I would let him do on a regular basis. After lunch I had science but we had a substitute so all we did was take notes, watch a video, and read out of the textbook.
   Next is sixth period, which I have with Drake. YAY ! Drake and I walked into class together looking all cute-see and stuff. A good friend of mines named Diamond congratulated us. We sat by each other in the middle of the class room. “Hmm?” I wondered why Drake was tapping me so much. “Gimme kiss” He said. I giggled then leaned in and gave him what he asked for. The next thing I know is that our names where being called. We moved apart from one-another. “ Nicki and Drake yall know that I like you e two’s little relationship but you two can’t be kissing in the middle of the class. So, Nicki I want you to move over to that group for today” He pointed to the table that Rihanna’s little bitch ass friend sits.” But, I don’t like her” I said looking in Lil Mama’s direction. “ Well try and like her, now move” Mr. Cool J said. I huffed and headed over to “ that “ table. This should be fun. I threw my stuff down on the table and smirked at the group. “ Hey, Nicki the bad ass barbie “ this chick named Honey CoCaine said. I laughed “Hey, boo”. She gave me this silly looking smile.
   I told the rest of the group “hey”, everyone replied except for that little bitch Naitia Kirkland A.K.A Lil Mama or some shit. Her ass real irrelevant in my life so imma fall back an be cool. I was working with Honey and she staring at me like, the fuck she want? I asked her ass WHAT YOU NEED SOMETHING?” Everyone in the class looked up at the situation that just occurred. She looked at me for awhile then said Ain’t no need to act like a bitch” I’m trying to stay calm because I promised myself that I wasn’t fighting over no stupid stuff. But a [ bitch ]? Really? Alright, she bout to see “ the “ bitch if she keep on bark’n ! “ An no need to be calling me outta my fucking name” she said while she rolled her eyes “ yea, alright but whatever cause I can say what I wanna say” I chuckled “Yo’ ass aint gone have no mouth to talk out if you keep saying shit bruha’” I walked over an stood in front of her. “Okay, so say that shit again. One more time to hear what the fuck you gotta say” Drake came over and grabbed me telling me to calm down cause she aint worth it. She looked at me and sat back down. “The fuck I thought” I gave her a real stank look an sat back in my seat. Ooo, she betta had been GLAD that Drake saved her cause I would put something on her scary ass. Hoes like her and her little crew always gotta say stuff to me and mess my day up. Or they just always gotta talk about everything I do. But trust me let them keep on. . They gone learn !


Haven't posted in a while right? Yea. I know ! But did you enjoy reading? I hope so(: Next chapter should be up this week OR next week. Drama between dricki&Rihanna? Maybe. . Maybe NOT ! Just wait for the next chaper(s) and you'll know.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Hope It Doesn't Happen Again . . .

  So yesterday when I got home the first person I saw was my big brother. When I walked passed him he stoped me. " Nika ". He called. " What ? " I answered while turning around to face him. " Why the hell you smiling so much? " Why is he always in MY face asking me questions? " Because I feel like smiling boy" With that I walked away and went straight to my room. I laid flat across my bed , still smiling. All I could think about is Drake. He is the sweetest little thing. If we actually get together one day I hope he treats me right and keep his word. I got off my bed and went over to my dresser, grabbed some pj's and went into my bathroom. When I got into the bathroom I started my hot and relaxing shower. After I undressed I got into the shower. Twenty minutes passed and my shower was done. I got dressed, lotioned up, and left the bathroom. Just when I was about to pick my phone up and call one of the girls my mom started calling me. " Coming Ma' " I yelled from my room. I walked down stairs to see my mom with one hand on her hip and a stern face. " Onika Tanya Maraj " She stated. I really hates when she says my GOVERMENT out loud ! " Ma'am " I replyed. " Why didn't you let me or your father know that you were home ? " She asked. " I don't know " It's as simple as that. She put her head down and looked back up at me. " Nika . . Baby You know that you should tell us your home because I was worried sick about you. But luckily your brother informed us that you were up stairs in your room" She spoke. " Well , I'm sorry mommy. I won't let it happen again" I simled. " Okay then , your dismissed ! " B0FL , this lady . " Oh and can I have some friends over tonight ? " I asked knowing she was going to say yes. " Yes you may. . BUT ! GIRLS ONLY Nika " I laughed. " Thanks , and girls were only invited lady " . I walked upstairs and grabbed my phone. I called the girls and gave them the directions. About thirty to fourty-five minutes later they were at my house. They met my family , the girls LOVE my mommy ! And they laugh at how my dad acts torward me " Little`Princess " Is what they call me because my dad treats me like one. They think my big brother is funny, an Oh lawd ! The girls and LambChop . . . I just , can't deal ! They play too much yo' ! But the hell with the meeting part.
We  walked upstairs to my room. I don't know what the hell is wrong with these hoes but they fell in love with my room. " Nicki ! Your room is TOO cute. " Cassie said. " Thanks babee ". But when those twins went inside of that damn closet . . . Pssh , they wanted to borrow the whole damn thing ! " Damn , Nicki ! Let me borrow these shoes " Gabi smiled at me. " Girl Shut UP ! Yall wanna borrow the WHOLE closet init? " I said. " If you let me " The twins said together. SMFH they a MESS ! " Hahaa  , get the hell out of my closet hoes " We went back into my bedroom and chat. We were on the subject of my life for awhile. Then I got to know them alot better than I already knew. Like I didn't know Cassie loved pets, she's a freaking expert about pets. Dani and Gabi are model , like after school and shit. I have to see some of their photo's cause' I know they are gonna be off the chain . . I mean they are gorgeous ! We were having a great time, but then they started talking about boyfriends o.O ! " Nickiiiiiii . . . " Cassie sung. Oh goodness. " Yess ?". " Sooo , whats up with you and Drake ? " She asked. " Um , nothing . . Why ? " I asked trying not to smile. " Bitch you are a LIER ! " Gabi blurted out. I couldn't do anything but laugh at her goofy ass. " Aye , shut the hell up ! Because I'm not lying " I stated. " Pssh , What the fuck ever Nicki cause' yall stay in eachothers face ALL the time. " Gabi said rolling her eyes. " Okay. . SO ! " I looked at Dani. " Don't look at me hoe , Cause' iiBet yall be texting ALL night " Dani said. I smacked my lips while rolling my eyes. " Oh my god SHUT UP ! " I yelled. " Mmhm I can see them now , Nicki you so sexy . . Oh thanks Drake and you are SOOOO handsome . . . HAHAHA ! " Ooh these twins are something else , always got something to say. " Yall know what . . . " I can't with these girls. Just then my phone started ringing. I looked down to see Drake's name he sent me a text.
What's up beautiful ? I smiled when I read it and the girls noticed because they started to grill me. " Um , see bitch ! Who you talking to that got you smiling an shit ? " Dani asked. I narrowed my eyes at her. " None of your buissness hoe ". " Oh really ? " She asked before she attacked me. " AHHHH ! GET OFF OF ME DANI ! " I yelled. " NOPE ! Who are you talking to ? " She asked again. " Oh my god . . NO - BO - DY ! " Then I started laughing. " Oh so you think shit funny ? Alright " Cassie said before she took the phone out of my hand. Then Dani got off of me. " AGH ! YALL NOSEY ! " I yelled really loud because my mom heard me. " ONIKA TANYA MARAJ ! Why are you yelling in my damn house little girl ? " Sometimes she be running out got my friends laughing at me an shit. " Sorry ma' ". " So you weren't talking to Drake ? " Cassie asked. " I never said that smart one I said none of yall's buissness" I stated. " And you also said NO - BO - DY  smart one " Gabi said mocking me. " Pssh , so ! Yea i'm talking to Drake " I said real ratchet. " Girl shut yo' ass up cause' we already knew that " Gabi smiled. " Well if yall know can I have the phone BACK " I asked with a smile. Cassie threw the phone at me but I catched it. " You better be glab that didn't hit me in my face " I said. " Yeaa , yeaa Nic . . Now talk to your man " I laughed and replyed to Drake's text.
At my house with these three little`hoes Cassie , Gabi , and Dani .
And yall didn't think about inviting us ?
Boy HUSH ! Where good girls( :
Not for long . .
Drake , shut yo ass up . . okay !
Girl who you talking to like that ?
Um , YOU !
Alright I got something for your little ass , Well yo' ass AIN'T CLOSE to little so . . . ( : I started laughing so hard ! Drake is a trip I promise you. " Aye , why the fuck you over there laughing so hard ? " Dani asked. " Man , cause ' Drake is soemthing else " I answerd still laughing. " What did he say ? " Asked Gabi. I showed them the text an they laughed too. " Well he isn't lying " Cassie simply stated. " Tell me something I DON'T know. Pssh , i'm a bad bitch . . Hahaha " We were such a good time together. Just that minute Drake called me and I told Dani to answer the phone an put it on speaker. " What the fuck do you want ? " She answered. We tryed our hardest not to laugh. " Not YOU , I want Nicki so can you put her on the phone please ? " Drake asked. " Um , we are trying to have a girls night and you think you specail cause' yall LoveBirds an shit ? NOPE ! ". " Haha , listen Dani put Nicki's little ass - I need to stop saying that put Nicki's HUGE ass on this phone before I get Darnell on yo' ass " Drake stated. " OMG shut UP . . Nicki yo' man wants to talk to you " I laughed and answered the phone " Yess ? " I said sweetly. " Naw , don't try to sound all sweet now after all the shit you was texting " He said. " Aubrey I'm SORRY ! " I tried to sound like I actually was. " Onika why you lying ? " He was smiling through the phone I could tell. " Oh my god . . NO i'm not ! Would I EVER lie to my boo ? " Now I really wasn't lying. " True . Alright , I won't do anything ". Pssh , wraped around my finger that quick( : " Awee , shut the hell UP you two ! " Cassie said smiling. " Oh hush little girl . " I laughed. " But Aubrey I have to gooooo , So . . . Call me LATER " I said because I was cutting into the time with my girls but I didn't WANT to leave. " Alright babe , love yo' big ass , hahaa " LOL Drake needs to shut up. " Haha , love you to light`bright. . and STOP talking about my ass boy " I said while giggling. " I can't you put it out there so I just appreciate it " . " Yea , Yea whatever boy . . Night Drake " " Night Nicki " . Then we ened our little call. " AWEEEE YALL CUTE ! " Gabi exclaimed. " Hahaa , HUSH ! " I smiled. " Naw , yall just too much for us to bare ". Cassie said. " Haha , stop guys ! Yall making me blush man " I smiled. " Hush ! Cause you like it , we KNOW " Gabi laughed. " Yea , yea " . " So , Dani how did it feel when you and Darnell had sex ? " I asked. Changing the subject. " Well it was kind of painful in the begining, like it felt like he had to break this brick wall. But when he broke it pssh , nothing but pleasure. " She bit down on her bottom lip after telling us what happend. " Ohh shit ! So he got you sprung ? ALREADY ! " I laughed. " Maybe , Maybe not nigga " She just started to smile really hard. Awe , they really are in love with eachother. I hop it stays that way. " Well have anyone of yall had sex before ? " . Everyone else said that they didn't except me . " Nicki . . " Cassie asked . " No I didn't have sex before but , remember when I said that I have something to tell yall but later ? Well here goes nothing " .
But the thing is I almost had sex with my ex-boyfriend Joshua. We dated for 3 years , THREE years that went down the drain . He was my first love , I would do anything for him because I thought he was the perfect boyfriend . When I needed him he was there , when I wanted something he would get it for me. We had the type of bound and trust that I couldn't find anywhere else. Until things started going south . He started acting kind of different but nothing major at the time . Then things got to the point that when I would call he wouldn't answer , or when I would go check on him he was " never home " , or I wouldn't see him for days . An to think things couldn't get worse one day when we got back on " good " terms he went and did the unthinkable . I went over to his house on a Friday night , something I always did . We chilled out for about an hour and things got out of hand. One thing started to lead to another and we ended up in his room . That was the moment I was going to have sex with him , I wanted him to be my first . Until , we heard a knock at the door . He said he was coming back and went downstairs . He was down there for a good minute . I heard a female voice and I was confused so I put on my previous set of clothes and stood at the top of the stair case. " Josh , are you still with her " The female asked . " Yes , but listen I promise you after she gives me what I want I'll leave her " Josh said. At that moment alot of mixed emotions where running through my mind . I went back into his room grabbed my stuff and then I heard the door shut. " What are you doing " He asked me . " Leaving Josh , your nothing bout' a liar " I stated trying to keep my cool . " Wha - " I cut him off . " Stop , right there Josh . Just leave me the FUCK ALONE ! " I Screamed and stormed out of the house. Months went by and I didn't answer any calls , texted , emails , NOTHING from him . Then he stoped by my house and my mother let him in , why ? I have NO clue . When he entered my room I couldn't contain myself . I just started screaming , cursing , and hitting him. Joshua stood there and took it like a man then he stoped me . He said he was sorry for everything he's put me through and it will never happen again . Just because I was STILL in love with him I belived him and we moved on from that . The past few mothes we PERFECT ! Josh treated me like a queen . He bought me new things , he confesed his love for me everyday , he called and texted me all the time . It just seemed as if the love was back and better than ever. One day on a Saturday night I went over to Joushua's house and I heard noise , weird noises. As I opened the door the noises because louder and they sound as if they were moans. I walked up the stairs slowly . When I walked closer to Josh'es door I pushed it open and saw him and one of my " bestfriends " having sex . I couldn't believe it . I stormed out of the room , slamming the door in the process. Then I heard Josh screaming my name. " NO ! Josh I can't BELIVIE THIS SHIT LIKE , WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME . . . again " I broke down and cried right there. I was so weak , I couldn't process what was happening . Josh walked closer to me and tried to hug me but I pushed me off of me. " Nicki , let me explain . . " . " Expalin . . . Expalin . . " I chuckeld. " EXPLAIN ? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU GONNA EXPALIN TO ME ? WHAT ? THAT WHILE I WAS OUT BEING STUPID AS FUCK STAYING LOYAL TO YOUR DUMB ASS YOU WERE HERE FUCKING MY BESTFRIEND ? " I screamed in his face. " Listen , I'm sorry . . I really am " Josh really thinks that sorry shit is gonna work. " I honestly don't give a flying FUCK IF YOUR SORRY , SO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ! " Just then the bitch that I tought was one of my bestfriends walked downstairs. " What the fuck are you looking at ? " I asked her. " Listen , Nicki I am EXTREAMLY sorry " She was scared I could tell . See all of my friends know how I go , But angermanagement classes are going to have hell on there hands . " You really think I give a fuck if your sorry ? You were supposed to be my bestfriend " I stated . " Nicki " Viola started . " I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT ! JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP " I screamed I couldn't take this shit anymore. " AGH ! I really wanna beat yo' ass Viola . . I really do " I was trying to stay calm but it wasn't working. " You wanna do what ? Fight . . Um , me ? Yea okay " What the fuck ? was she trying to get smart ? " Who you getting smart wit ? " . " Uhh , your the only one i'm talking to. " With that I went ove to Viola , without saying a word I started to hit her. I grabbed her hair with my left hand and with the right I put her ass to work . I punched her in her face a good amount of time. Viola grabbed my hair and tried to pull me down but as soon as she touched me I got this untittled power. I can't describe it all I know is that I was punching and kicking her dead it her face. I pulled out some of her sew in's just so she would know who the fuck she was playing with. I couldn't stop , it's like this angry person came out of me because I was really beating her ass. I really was. Then Joshua tried to pulled me off of her but it didn't work. While he was pulling me I was draging her along . I had her hair with both of my hands and kicking at the same time . I'm only 5'2" so when he picked me up I was off the grown. Joshua just gave up. He put me down , as soon as he did that I started to punch her in the back of her head multipul times and wouldn't stop . I was just so angry and hurt . I guess Joshua had a change in mind because he pulled us apart and that time I let go. " I HATE THE BOTH OF YALL ! FUCK YOU VIOLA , YOU STUPID BITCH ! WE AREN'T BESTFRIENDS ANYMORE ! QUIT TALKING SHIT ALL THE TIME IF YOU CAN'T BACK YO' SHIT UP ! AND Josh  . . . I don't understand . I STAYED FAITHFUL , BUT THAT WASN'T ENOUGH ? BUT FUCK IT ! " I screamed . I through my hands up in defeat and left the house. When I got home I was an emotional reck . I told my mother everything detail by detail . She was shocked that Viola was the one all along . But she damn sure wasn't shocked by the way I beat that bitch ass . " Onika , you have to try and contain your anger " She said . " Ma' I've told yall before , I can't do that " I told her because I can't . " Well , I think we can tell . You've been fighting like that since what ? 4th grade. Nika I don't want you in trouble for fighting " See I told you I've been fighting for awhile , I know it's not the best thing but . . . I had to do something . " Yes ma'am , i'll try and handle my anger some other way . . . I guess " . " Well is angermanagement going the wa it's supposed to ? " My mom asked me. " Yes , but I only go two days a week " . " Well i'm going to add about two more day , kay ? " . I agreed and went upstairs. I cried myself to sleep everynight for two monthes . I didn't accept calls from anyone , I didn't eat anything , Nor did I go to school . I was very depressed. "
I droped a few tears after I told them because it still hurts to think someone could be tooken advantage of so many times. " Nicki , he was dumb as hell to do some shit like that to you " Cassie said. " Forreal Nic , like why the fuck was he so cold hearted ? " Dani added . " You did nothing to be treated the way he treated you ' Gabi implyed . I smiled " Thanks guys . . . but thats the past " I said trying to lighten the mood . " I just hope shit like that don't happen again " . . .



~ This chapter isn't as long as the others but . . it's something . I have school in the morning that's why it's not SUPER LONGGGG like the other ones are . I know I was gone for awhile BUT i've told yall why already( : Do you guys want a part two ? Like " It Won't Happen Again " orr something of that sort ? Let me know [ Aaliyah's VC ] .

Friday, August 17, 2012

Saturday, August 4, 2012

I'm BACK yo' !

Okay , I'm BACK guys :))
Yes I know I left for a LONG time but what's your point ? Pssh , I'm here NOW ain't I ? Alright then ! Hahaa , I'm just kidding with you. I have a couple of reasons I never found the time to write.
  1. I had to WORK this WHOLE summer !
  2. Somethings happened in my family (personal things)
  3. Lost a family member too.
  4. ALMOST lost another family member..
But guess what I'm FINE ! So don't stress yourself over the fact that I wasn't posting because as you saw / read that my summer was SORT-OF hectic. YES ! I WILL be posting EITHER tonight or SOMETIME this WEEK. Do yall want a LONG , SHORT , or MEDIUM chapter ? COMMENT what you want ! HAY , Tell me what you LIKE and DISLIKE no hard feelings are going to be cought ... I PROMISE !! Also , tell me what you would LIKE to happen in the next chapter. You know , give me some damn feedback:)) But I LOVE YOU GUYS .. ALL of you that even take the time out of your day to read this FICTION-DRICKI-BLOG ! Pssh , Dricki is the BEST yo' !

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Postingg : )

Okay so I'm trying to STOP using the * Nicki: Blah , blah , blah && Drake: Blah , blah , blah* and turn it into "Blah , blah , blah" Nicki Smiled and "Blah , blah , blah" laughed Drake. The reason I want to change it is because the quote on quote process is better than the script monologue.

Also , If you want to HELP with THIS blog you can email me a beautygraham@live.com ! When you email me make sure you leave your REAL name and a piece of writting that YOU wrote because I want to see what YOU are made of. If I sound pushy or mean I apologize it's just the way it's coimg off.

~Beauty : )

Sunday, June 10, 2012

I'm ME !

When I got home I was really happy.... a little TO happy because everyone in the house noticed it. They all were looking at me when I walked through the door. I think it was because I was singing a love song. I greeted my family; when I was almost to the stair case to go to my room my mommy asked me how my day was. I told her that it was good was about to go up stairs but she didn't buy it.
Carol: Now Onika I know it wasn't just "good" because your too happy, What guy already worked game on my baby today ?
I smiled and looked at my fingers that I were playing with. She raised her eyebrow at me "Tanya !" Ooop she's serious right now.
Nicki: Mom it's not that serious, it's just this guy who is extreamly cute, sweet, funny, and caring
Carol: Oh.. but I thought it was nothing... Whats this "guys" name ?
Nicki: Aubrey but he goes by Drake
Carol: Why? His real name is so cute !
Nicki: Well his whole name is Aubrey Drake Graham.. so he goes by Drake
Carol: Oh... Well what else happened between you an this Drake fellow ?
Nicki: Nothingg ma'
Carol: Tanya Maraj !
See she always does this to me.. EVERYTIME she gets SERIOUS !
Nicki: Well he touched me a few times and we kind of.... Umm.. kissed .
She shook her head at me; iiGuess she's disappointed because she always told me not to go around acting like I'm easy... which she knows I'm NOT! She's just giving me a mothers advise.
Carol: Onika..... Listen I've always told you don't go around acting like your easy because we all know that your NOT! But he doesn't know that Onika... a kiss is a kiss everyone does that but him touching you is another story. Where did he touch you an I'm not playing Tanya!!
Nicki: Ma'... On my leg an that's it. I promise
Carol: Is that all?
Nicki: Yes Ma'
Carol: Mmm but ine mad at chu' BabyGirl... it's life
Nicki: Yes Ma'am
Carol: Okay you can go now
Thank god !! I went upstairs I chilled in my room for about 30 minutes thinking about Drake an everything else that happened today at School. My mom called us downstairs for dinner. We ate as a family of course my family asked me wuestions about my first day. AND I told them the truth becase in my family we never hide anything form eachother. When we were finished I went upstairs and grabbed some clothes so I could go wash. My PJ'S are so cute; nice an PINK for ya'. After I washed and got dressed I pulled my hair up into a messy bun. Then my phone began to ring. I looked at the caller ID it was some random number. Hmm I wonder who this is.
PhoneConvo: (Drake is BLUE Nicki is PURPLE)
Hello
Wass up sexy?
Umm, who is this? I was confused for a minute
Oh so you forget about me that quick huh...
Ohhh heyy DrizzyBoo
Wass up shawtyy?
Damn sure not this phone call if you call me that again
You don't like that word?
Hell naw nigga
Haha okay baby... What you doin'?
Nothin' much cutiee... talkin' to you !
Oh so now I'm a cutiee ?
You been a cutie...
Forreal ?
Yess forreal Drake
Oh in that case you sexy as fuck !! haha he is crazy
I am aren't I ?!
HYFR girl you sexy
Haha :)) Drake your crazyy dude
Naww I'm serious but on the real you are beautiful
Thank you
Ooo an the way you smile is beautiful
MmHm
An the way you talk
Drake
An the way you look when you mad is real sexy
Drake... Drake !!
Oh an the way you walk is damn sure sexy
AUBREY !
Huh??
Stop it
Whyy
Because your being to sweet
So you want me to be mean an rude
No...
Okay then
Alrightiee thenn... What are you doingg ??
Nothing much just chillen out with my girlfriend.
Ohh... you have a girlfriend??
Yeah.. I'm on the phone with her right now
Are you talking about me Drake?
Of course
Haha your foolishh Aubrey.. But listen I have to go because my mom needs me... nightt Drizzy
Night Beautiful
After we ended our conversation I went to check on my mother and see what she wanted. I also talked to my brothers and my daddy!!! Then I said my prayers an I went to sleep.

*********************************Next Day***************************************
Again I woke up early to get dress because yall know how I go. I hoped out of bed an went into my bathroom; I brushed my teeth and washed my face. After washing my face I walked into my closet and picked out my outfit. I have on a Rhinestone Cross Flap Pocket Cut Off Short Shirt, grey-ish shorts and pink sandles. I walked down stairs to smell breakfast. I told everyone goodmorning and I gave everybody kisses on their cheeks. I was about to sit down and eat until Jalani grabbed me and pulled me into one of the guess rooms near by. "What !" I shouted at him.
Jalani: Where you going at with those little ass shorts on ?
"To my man's house" I whispered to him. Haha iiLove to get him all worked up.
Jalani: What !?
Nicki: You heard me to my man's house ... so I can fuck him reall good
Jalani grabbed me so fast he pulled me so close to him. Ooop he's serious... OhhWell !
Jalani: Onika, who is your man .... an you bet not be fuckin NOBODY !
Nicki: One I don't have a man yet an Two I'm a vergin you ass ! I was kidding around Lanii ...
Jalani: Well don't do that shit no-more forreal Nicki
Haha I just walked off. I went into the kitchen where everyone else was. My mom put my food in front of me. My breakfast was so good! I had Bacon, Eggs, 2 Pancakes and Orange Juice. After I ate my mom wanted to talk to me. She leaded me into the living room to "speak" to me about school.
Carol: Now Onika don't think I forgot about what I told you yesterday. I'm not playing with you because these boys these days don't care about you they only want one thing an you know what it is.
Nicki: Ye ma'am but I can't controll him an the way he touched me because I....
Carol: You what ?
Nicki: Sometimes I want him to, or when I don't want him to when after he's already done it I like it or I put my self in the way of him so he can pay attention to me.
Carol: Oh so you really like him huh ?
Nicki: I'm trying to figure that part out, I mean he is nice and sweet to me like I know I just met him an all but I think I'll be his girl an we'll be together forever !
Carol: Okay Onika... Calm down don't give that boy anything that you can't take back
Nicki: Ma' you know I'm a virgin
Carol: But remember Joshua your last boyfriend... And what happened between you two
Everything turned scilent because I had my heart BROKEN </3 for the first time. He was my everything, I would do any and everything for him. But he fucked it all up because he cheated on me with my "BestFriend". I cried my eyes out for 3Months. He really hurt me. Like we had that kind relationship that we did EVERYTHING together.
Carol: Onika
I looked up with teary eyes...
Carol: Baby it will be okay... Nika just forget about the past okay
Nicki: Yes ma'am but I really loved him but I guess he didn't love me back like I thought he did
Carol: Nika he was a FOOL for playing with your heart like that baby just forget him....
She walked away to go check on my daddy. Well it's time for me to leave. I told everyone "bye" then drove to school. When I got there I saw Cassie outside so I told her goodmorning. "Hey girl... You look cute" she said. "Haha thank you" I replied. We were talking while walking into the building. We walked to our lockers and the firrst person I saw by the lockers was Drake. He saw me and smiled when I walked to my locker that is placed by his. "Goodmorning beautiful" He said with a smile that was so sexy.
Nicki: Moring Drizzy
I grabbed ecerything I needed for first period checked how I looked and closed my locker. Drake was stairing at me..... HARD so I asked "What ?"
Drake: Nothin'.... How was your morning so far?
Nicki: Good,Good yours ?
Drake: Perfect !
Nicki: Is that right ?
Drake: Yess.... because I'm here with you
I laughed. He is so cute when he's being serious about me. Like it is just corny in a GOOD way.
Nicki: Drake you are foolish. Oh goodness here comes the SexyTwins. "Moring beauty" Dani said. "Wassup Sexayyy" Gabi said. I giggled at those two because they are crazy. "Goodmoring twins" I replied.
Gabi: Girl your out fit is sexyy as hell
Dani: Yeah, shit go hard
Nicki: Thank you babes .
Cassie: Drake you like that aint' it ?
Drake: You damn right..... you look good Nic
While smiling hella crazy replied back with a " ThankYou".
Drake: Why everytime I talk you smile
Nicki: I don't know.....
He walked closer to me " So you don't know?" He asked
Nicki: Ah... Naww
Then he put his hands on my waist which made my body press against the lockers. We only had a bit of space between us. We just looked into eachothers eyes. I smiled and looked down. Aubrey lifted my head up to meet his eyes once again. "So you still don't know ?" He asked for the lasts time.
Nicki: Um... I..
Drake: Exactly you like me an everyone knows it.....
Nicki: I never said I didnt !
Oops I wasn't suppose to say that out loud.
Drake: Huh ?
Nicki: Oh nothing.....
At this point the whole crew was looking at us.
Drake: I heard you.... I'm just letting you know Onika
Nicki: Aubrey .
Drake:Yeahh ?
Nicki: You can let me go now .....
Drake: Oh.... my bad shawtyy
I gave him this death glare.... and yelled at him.
Nicki: AUBREY IF YOU DON'T STOP CALLING ME GUTT-DAMN SHAWTY IMMA PUNCH YOU. Then walked into class because the bell had rung .
We all sat down and had a good time in class. After the hour we spent in class Drake and I went to Theatre class. In the middle of class I saw Rihanna looking at me with this fucked up face. I'm thought she would get the idea of me NOT liking her red-haired ass but iiGuess she doesn't. I just turned back around because Aubrey was tapping me. "Huh ?" he just laughed at me. "What's so funny ?" I just wanted know.
Drake: How she get's you worked up
Nicki: Shit ain't funny... Like she just pisses me off
Drake pulled me onto his lap and he wrapped his arms around my waist. I just sat there I felt complete in his arms. I closed my eyes as he rocked us from side to side. I was enjoying this moment until I felt something tap my leg. "Hmm" I said while opening my eyes.
Drake: You trynna sleep on a nigga ?
Nicki: No.... haha man move
I got off his lap and stood up to stretch. Drake think he slick I saw him watching me but ine gone say nothing because if he's watching me then I know he wants me. When I was about to sit down the teacher Mrs.Smith called me over to her desk. It's about Drake most-likely.... haha but everyone say's the teachers here are cool an stuff so I'll see. "So how has your day been going so far?" She asked. I smiled when thinking about Drake.
Nicki: It's been going pretty good
Mrs.Smith: Is that so?
Nicki: Yes Ma'am
Mrs.Smith: Why are you smiling so much ?
Nicki: Haha No reason
Mrs.Smith: MmmHmm you don't have to lie Ms.Nicki
I started to smile "What are you talking about?"
She gave me the look and said "You know.... Mr.Drake over there"
I got quiet... "See I know yall like eachother.... you can't keep your hands to yourselves"
Nicki: I never said that I didn't like him
Mrs.Smith: Well.....Does he like you ?
Nicki: I think so...
Mrs.Smith: Would you like to find out?
Nicki: I mean.....
Before I could finish she was calling Drake's name... NO.!NO!NO!....Why?? OMG ! what is she doing?
Nicki: Mrs.Smith.... What are you.... Hey Drake
Drake: Wassup Nicki...
He smiled and stood behind me with his arms on placed on my shoulders.
Nicki: Drake... Get off of me
Mrs.Smith: Drake... I'm going to get right to the point....
Drake: Alright ...
Mrs.Smith: Do you like Nicki?
I stood there feeling weird because why would you ask him something like that infront of me ?
Drake: Of course.... and she should know that by now
Mrs.Smith: Well I was just asking... you two can go
Mrs.Smith: Class is dismissed
We all said 'bye' and left for our next class. Everyone had gym next class so we made our trips to our lockers to get our gym things and went to class. In the locker rooms Dani was kind of upset because people started to say that Darnell was talking about her. "Wait how do you mean he was 'talking about you'?" I asked
Dani: Well like last weekend Darnell and I.... you know
Nicki: OMG ! Are you serious?
Dani smiled "Yeah... he was my first and I don't think he would tell anyone about it because I've been with him for about four years now... yeah we started in 7th grade"
Nicki: Well if he hasn't yet don't take it to heart until YOU hear him saying some shit like that
Dani: Alright
We finished getting dressed and went into the gym. I walked pass Drake without saying anything. He pulled me back by my arms "I know you saw me standing here".
I laughed "Yeah, I did... HI! DrizzyBoo". He smiled and let me go. About 15 minutes later we were done with our stretches.
We could pick out of four things...
1: Basketball 2: Volleyball 3:Tumbling 4:DodgeBall
I wanted to do tumbling or volleyball. The girls were down for tumbling... and if we were down the guys were down. Everyone said Drake just came to see me do flips and splits.... hahaha these kids are foolish. We pulled out the big blue mats and got started. The girls thought that I didn't know how to do the flips and everything else. I tried to tell them I was the Captain of the Cheerleading Squad. "But didn't I say I was captain... yall DON'T listen"
Cassie: Well.... yo' ass felxable... I'm tired as hell
Nicki: I wanna do more... Ooo do yall know how to do a 'RoundOff BackHandSpring BackTuck' ?
Gabi: Bitch... What the HELL is that ?
Nicki: A flip hoe !
Dani: Girl you an all these flips...
Nicki: Haha... yall wanna see ?
Cassie: Yeahh !
Drake: Yeah... do it...
Nicki: One...Two...Three *Do the flip*
Drake: What the hell ?
Gabi: See you fuck'n up !
Cassie: How the hell we pose' to know how to do that shit??
Nicki: Haha I don't know ...... Ooo Do yall know how to do the Split and Roll move ?
Drake: Naw... I damn sure wanna see this one...
Nicki: I bet you do .... Hahaa well here you go !
They were shocked by that move... Drake was stairing at me so HARD! I know he likes that one... Whoo that shit was fun.. The bell rang and it was time for us to get to lunch. We all went back to our locker rooms to change the girls were still talking about the split-roll thing. I just laughed and talked about it with them. All of us went back to our lockers, grabbed our lunch money and grabbed the rest of the books we needed for class. After we dropped our books off to our class we went to lunch. I didn't feel like standing in that long ass line. Drake came up to me and asked me if I was going to eat  lunch. I told him that was he 'offered' to buy me lunch but I no. "Drake you are not buying me lunch you weirdo"
Drake: Why not ma'
Nicki: Because I don't want you buying me things
Drake: Okay... ComeOn
I jumped on his back and he took us to the line.  The girls let him cut them but they were mad when they saw me on his back... Ole' well ! We got to the front of the line... he asked me what I wanted; I said a pepperoni pizza and a sprite. I was pulling my money out oof my pocket when we walked off. I jumped off of his back. "Drake why did you buy it when I told you not to ?"
Drake: Because I wanted to
Nicki: Well here
I tried to hand him the money back but we would NOT take it.
Drake: I good... keep that I got you from now on
Nicki: Whatever Drake but lets go
We walked to the table together everyone was looking at us but I didn't care anymore. I sat down next to him. About 5 minutes later the rest of the crew came to the table. "Well how did yall get here so fast ?" Cassie asked us.
Nicki: Some of Drake's groupies let us go to the front
Drake: Nicki..... I don't have groupies
Nicki: Then what the hell do you call them ?
Drake: 'Nobodies'... your all that matters
I smiled at his cuteness.... "Awee, Aubrey your so cute" He smiled at me. We went into our normal lunch routine; talking, laughing, and just eating. In the middle of our conversation Raequan came over to the table. " Hey Nicki can I talk to you for a minute" Raequan asked. "Yeah" I answered. I excused myself from the table. When we got to one side of the lunch room I asked Raequan what he wanted. "I just wanted to see if you still knew who I am" Damn.. he made me feel kind of bad.
Nicki: I know who you are Raequan... sorry
Raequan: You good... do you still want to go out with me Friday
Nicki: I already have plans Friday... but we can get together some other day
Raequan: As long as I get to spend some time with you I'm cool
Nicki: Alright... let me go
I walked back to my table and yo know they asked me why I went out there with Raequan and all types of questions. Drake didn't seem to care but he's fine... iiGuess. 15 minutes later lunch was over. When we got to our lockers we changed our books and went to our next class. Mines was Science, I had that class with TheTwins and Cassie. When we entered class it was loud. The science teacher Mr. Ealy weclomed us into the class and began the lesson. The lesson he was teaching was Chemistry. After about 30 minutes of teaching he passed out a worksheet for us to do. I was about done when TheTwins called me. "Yeah ?" I replied.
Dani: Come help me
Gabi: Me two...
Nicki: Here man
I gave them my paper so they could see what they got wrong and what they got right. " Damn bitch you smart" Dani laughed.
Nicki: Thank yha'
When they were "done" doing "their" work we sat and talked for awhile. The bell rang and it was time for our next class period. ELA was up next once again I had that class with TheTwins, Cassie but this time Drizzy joined the group. The ELA teacher was Mrs. Diaz one of the prettiest and coolest teachers in the WHOLE school. She was teaching "Some lesson" an the reason I couldn't pay attention was because AUBREY DRAKE GRAHAM would NOT leave me alone. "Really? Leave me alone Drake" I was 'trying' to make him stop.
Drake: Why
Nicki: Because  I'm trying to learn
Drake: Why? I thought you knew what she was teaching
Nicki: I do but -
Drake cut me off "But nothing.. If you know then there's no need to re-learn it"
Nicki: AGH ! iiGuess Drake
Mrs.Diaz: Drake and Ms. Nicki what are yall talking about thats so important ?
Drake: My bad Mrs. Diaz
Mrs. Diaz: Yall straight... I don't care really
Rihanna: They like eachother that's what their talking about
This bitch is starting A-G-A-I-N ... Does she learn her lesson ?? EVER ! iiGuess NOT but imma teach her ass a lesson. Just WAIT ! " Is it any of your buissness if we like eachother ? NO.. so why are you so worried about what were talking bout' ?" I said smartly.
Rihanna: Firstly I can worry about WHO ever and WHAT ever I want... And secondly aint NOBODY worried about yall two anyways... expecially Drake.
"Listen keep his name OUT of your mouth" By this point I stood up and so did my girls
Rihanna: And if I don't
She said walking over to me.
Nicki: If you keep saying his name you'll find out...
Rihanna: Whatever Nicki your just mad because Drake likes me
Nicki: You sound stupid... you know what bye because I can't..
Mrs. Diaz: Nicki you can go into the hall if you need to
I didn't say anything all I did was go into the hall for the rest of class. When the bell rung I went into the class to get my things and I headed to my next class. Rap class was EASY because I can rap it's what I do for a living. Drake and I were in the back of class chilling with these dudes named Wayne,  Tyga, and Baby. Everybody in school are always talking about them saying how good they are. Another set of people were girls they were really good rappers but NOT better than me; Trina, Lil Mama, and Diamond. In the middle of class Mr. Cool .J. thought it would be cool if we had a RapBattle so we did. Drake didn't want to do it neither did I but he wanted me to do it. For the guys Wayne won of course.
Mr. Cool.J: Alright, now it's time for the girls who wants to go first ? "I'll do it" Yelled Diamond from our crowd. She stood up and went to the front of the class.
Diamond:
I know im bad,Got stupid swag, Red bottoms, Louis bagsI done it all, from A to Z, Im above em all you know who they came to see, Team Pretty Bitches (x4) and who wit you ? Team Pretty Bitchex4 Team pretty bitches,Im steady winning, Im steady ballin, Im steady spending (swoosh) And Louis linnen,Giuseppe bags,Red Bottom shoes,Pop versace tags,All i know is swag,All i count is cash,Take one look at me,Now he wana smash,Stank attitude, ,Talk alotta sass,Call Ms. 32, On a private jet,Now we overseas, Spend it fluently, Im speaking Portuguese, In the Florida keys,Top notch chick, Masurati Cope, We show stop bitch,Off top chick,I got ya man at me,Said he got the handcuffs,Said he wana nab me,Too sassy, but he like the way i walkFrom Atlanta,So he like the way i talk, I know im bad, Got stupid swag, Red bottoms, Louis bags,I done it all, from A to Z, Im above em all, you know who they came to seeTeam Pretty Bitches (x4)and who wit you ?Team Pretty Bitches (x4).

This bitch can spit harder than a Muff' shit if I don't come first (PAUZ) then she just might. Like she fucked that shit UP!! When Diamond was done she handed the Mic to Trina.

Trina:
Money over everything (thats my attitude)
Still the baddest bitch in tha game (thats my attitude)
Talk to ya man when I get ready (thats my attitude)
Have him blowing stacks I aint pedi (thats my attitude)
(yeah) thats my attitude (yeah) (thats my attitude)
And I feel like I'm tha shit, (thats my attitude) (yeah) (thats my attitude) (yeah) (thats my attitude)
I feel like I run this shit. (thats my attitude)
Money over everything I'm all about my change
Im still rich, still the baddest bitch in the game
Fuck this hoe, that hoe, all them bitches lame
And I aint gotta say it, you already know the name.
See I'm still running over bitches, still fuckin ova niggaz
Ya husband and yo boyfriend I dont see none them niggaz
I roll with ceo and stock brocka niggaz
While you b riding around town with the brokest niggaz
Im filthy rich my money talk loud as shit
I dont hear ya hoe, here let me turn it down a bit
I feel like I'm the shit, I feel I run this shit
Im bout to marry my money, I'm so in love with it (yea)

Money over everything (thats my attitude)
Still the baddest bitch in tha game (thats my attitude)
Talk to ya man when I get ready (thats my attitude)
Have him blowing stacks I aint pedi (thats my attitude)
(yeah) thats my attitude (yeah) (thats my attitude)
And I feel like I'm tha shit, (thats my attitude) (yeah) (thats my attitude) (yeah) (thats my attitude)
I feel like I run this shit. (thats my attitude)


Trina was the SHIT boy... I LOVE that verse right there the crowd LOVED her verse. She passed the Mic to Lil Mama after she was done.

Lil Mama:
Yeah it’s poppin, it’s poppin, it’s poppin, it’s poppin.
I gotta ask 'em, 'cause if i don't
It's poppin, it's poppin, it's poppin, it's poppin
What you know 'bout me?
What you
What you
What you know 'bout me?
What you know 'bout me?
What you
What you
What you know?
They say my lip gloss is cool
My lip gloss be popping
I'm standing at my locker
And all the boys keep stopping
What you know 'bout me?
What you
What you
What you know 'bout me?
What you know 'bout me?
What you
What you
What you know?
They say my lip gloss is popping
My lip gloss is cool
All the boys keep jocking
They chase me after school
Mac mac Loreal yep 'cause I'm worth it
Love the way I put it on so perfect
Wipe the corners of my mouth so I work it
When I walk down the hallway they can't say nothing
Oh oh oh my lips so luscious
The way I spice it up with the mac mac brushes
Loreal got the most watermelon crushes
That's probably the reason all these boys got crushes.


She was alright. He lyrics were MAD childish tho' Like the hell you write'n lyrics about lipgloss for ?? REALLY LIP GLOSS. Bitch get serious man.

Me:

You be yellin boom boom when yah really poom poom
See my flow hotter then noon in june june
If Biggie was alive he sign me
Im the New Edition like Bobby & Ronnie
Just give me the beat & a bottle of Dasani
& I dont need Clyde
Im a boss Fuck a Bonnie
Yah digg?
Religious like the preachers
Came here to warn yah
Listen bitches I'm the teacher
Go sit in the corner
How many Times I gotta spit
Till they noe that I'm the bitch
Im flyer Den a maget
Im on sum shit
1st they love you then they switch
Yea they switch like fagets
Thats why I keep the lama
In Gabana Fabric
Im the shit
Should be in pampers
Like Markie Bizz
Give anybody the business
Like hers or his's
Cuz my flow tighter then them virgin bitches
you noe them asalamlakum dem Persian bitches
& if you miss me I'm swervin 6's
Got damn aint even pregnant but I'm birthin bitches
Cuz I got Flavor like that girl
Delicious
Stop actin Like you a killa with them girly disses bitches
I aint johnny but my my my
she want it with me tell her fi bloodclot try
you aint through I'm the truth you a lie
My whole borough yellin out boom bye bye
cuz when I seen her she was shakin in her boots
When Nicki came thru she was throwin up her duce
Slap her then I asked her wats my name
She said N.I.C
The president of the NYC
Yah dead wrong 


When I was done I opened my eyes everything was quiet. About 30 seconds later the class got LOUD AS HELL ! Everybody was yelling my name and saying how good I did. They said they liked my freedstlye the best. I got LEV haa. So you know what that means I WON the RapBattle.. Trina came second, Diamond 3rd and LilMama 4th. We ALL did a GREAT job but we ALL know I was the BEST BABY! Hahaa . Class was over and it was time for SocailStudies. That class was JACK because it was Thursday and Thursday's are the fun days in socail studies class. The girls and I were cooling in the back of class just talking about anything.
Cassie: So when is Drake taking you out ?
Nicki: TOMORROW !
I yelled loudly because I was excited. The girls smiled at me because they already KNOW me and Drake will be a popular couple. " Did Darnell ever tell you about the "Talking about you thing ?" I asked Dani.
Dani: Yeah... he said that he told his bestfriend that we fucked and his friend thought that he only wanted to fuck me and leave so he told his friends and it got around. But only to a couple people.
Nicki: Well atleast we don't have to whop nobodies ass over that cause' yall know I would.
Dani: Yess Onika we know hahaa
Gabi: Are yall virgins to ? Cause' I ain't
Dani: You already know
Cassie: I'm not
Nicki: Yeah I am
Gabi: YOU ARE ? Damn
Nicki: What ?
Gabi: Bitch look at you and your PERFECT body I swore you weren't a virgin
Nicki: Well I am... I almost gave it up to this bitch that I THOUGHT loved me but he didn't.
I started to get sad and upset again and they noticed. I think I still have some feelings for him even though I say I don't but I really DON'T give a FUCK about Christopher
Cassie: What wrong Nicki ?
Nicki: He.. never mind I'll tell yall some other time
Dani: We feel you hun.
Cassie: Nicki what you doing tonight ?
Nicki: Nothing why ?
Cassie: Can we chill with you ..?
Nicki: Yeah yall can come after school
Dani: Alright we'll be there
Gabi: Aye, is Drake coming to ?
Nicki: NO ! My brother AND my daddy would KILL him and me for having him there with us.
Dani: Is your brother cute ?
Nicki: DANI !!
Dani: I was just kidding girl.. haa
The bell rang and we all went to our lockers and got our things. Before I got in my car Drake grabbed my ass, I turned around so quick. "DRAKE ! What the hell ?" I yelled.
Drake: Nicki, you put it out there so I just show my appreciation
Nicki: Well I see that you really appreciate my ass Aubrey
Drake: And other things like these sexy ass lips of yours.
Was the last thing he said before he bent down and kissed me. As he slip his tongue I my mouth, his hands moved down to my butt giving it a light squeeze. I wrapped my arms around his neck deeping the kiss. Drake pulled away, his arms are still wrapped my waist. Omgssh I'm not one to kiss and tell but that kiss was Wow. I just can't stop smiling. As I pushed my head back to look at him, I bit the corner of my lip still smiling. :p He smiled back, we just stared in to each others eyes in silence but we had the best conversation I have ever had with other human being. "Listen boy, Imma need you to STOP kissing me" I said.
Drake: Why is that ?
Nicki: One because were NOT dating and two because it's doing something to me
Drake: Yeah okay Nicki, Have a good night
Nicki: You too, Drizzy
Drake: Yes ma'am
Nicki: Call me tonight
Drake: Hahaa I will Babe.
I drove home feeling like the best girl in the world. That boy does something to me I swear he does. That's like his 3rd or some-what time kissing me and I don't want him to keep it up because people are going to start talking. So let tommorow start EARLY so I can get MY man. Whoo today was a GREAT DAY !
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Sunday, May 27, 2012

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INTERLUDE ((:

When I got home I was really happy.... a little TO happy because everyone in the house noticed it. They all were looking at me when I walked through the door. I think it was because I was singing a love song. I greeted my family; when I was almost to the stair case to go to my room my mommy asked me how my day was. I told her that it was good  was about to go up stairs but she didn't buy it.
Carol: Now Onika I know it wasn't just "good" because your too happy, What guy already worked game on my baby today ?
I smiled and looked at my fingers that I were playing with. She raised her eyebrow at me "Tanya !" Ooop she's serious right now.
Nicki: Mom it's not that serious, it's just this guy who is extreamly cute, sweet, funny, and caring
Carol: Oh.. but I thought it was nothing... Whats this "guys" name ?
Nicki: Aubrey but he goes by Drake
Carol: Why? His real name is so cute !
Nicki: Well his whole name is Aubrey Drake Graham.. so he goes by Drake
Carol: Oh... Well what else happened between you an this Drake fellow ?
Nicki: Nothingg ma'
Carol: Tanya Maraj !
See she always does this to me.. EVERYTIME she gets SERIOUS !
Nicki: Well he touched me a few times and we kind of.... Umm.. kissed .
She shook her head at me; iiGuess she's disappointed because she always told me not to go around acting like I'm easy... which she knows I'm NOT! She's just giving me a mothers advise.
Carol: Onika..... Listen I've always told you don't go around acting like your easy because we all know that your NOT! But he doesn't know that Onika... a kiss is a kiss everyone does that but him touching you is another story. Where did he touch you an I'm not playing Tanya!!
Nicki: Ma'... On my leg an that's it. I promise
Carol: Is that all?
Nicki: Yes Ma'
Carol: Mmm but ine mad at chu' BabyGirl... it's life
Nicki: Yes Ma'am
Carol: Okay you can go now
Thank god !! I went upstairs I chilled in my room for about 30 minutes thinking about Drake an everything else that happened today at School. My mom called us downstairs for dinner. We ate as a family of course my family asked me wuestions about my first day. AND I told them the truth becase in my family we never hide anything form eachother. When we were finished I went upstairs and grabbed some clothes so I could go wash. My PJ'S are so cute; nice an PINK for ya'. After I washed and got dressed I pulled my hair up into a messy bun. Then my phone began to ring. I looked at the caller ID it was some random number. Hmm I wonder who this is.
PhoneConvo: (Drake is BLUE Nicki is PURPLE)
Hello
Wass up sexy?
Umm, who is this? I was confused for a minute
Oh so you forget about me that quick huh...
Ohhh heyy DrizzyBoo
Wass up shawtyy?
Damn sure not this phone call if you call me that again
You don't like that word?
Hell naw nigga
Haha okay baby... What you doin'?
Nothin' much cutiee... talkin' to you !
Oh so now I'm a cutiee ?
You been a cutie...
Forreal ?
Yess forreal Drake
Oh in that case you sexy as fuck !! haha he is crazy
I am aren't I ?!
HYFR girl you sexy
Haha :)) Drake your crazyy dude
Naww I'm serious but on the real you are beautiful
Thank you
Ooo an the way you smile is beautiful
MmHm
An the way you talk
Drake
An the way you look when you mad is real sexy
Drake... Drake !!
Oh an the way you walk is damn sure sexy
AUBREY !
Huh??
Stop it
Whyy
Because your being to sweet
So you want me to be mean an rude
No...
Okay then
Alrightiee thenn... What are you doingg ??
Nothing much just chillen out with my girlfriend.
Ohh... you have a girlfriend??
Yeah.. I'm on the phone with her right now
Are you talking about me Drake?
Of course
Haha your foolishh Aubrey.. But listen I have to go because my mom needs me... nightt Drizzy
Night Beautiful
After we ended our conversation I went to check on my mother and see what she wanted. I also talked to my brothers and my daddy!!! Then I said my prayers an I went to sleep.

*********************************Next Day***************************************
Again I woke up early to get dress because yall know how I go. I hoped out of bed an went into my bathroom; I brushed my teeth and washed my face. After washing my face I walked into my closet and picked out my outfit. I have on a Rhinestone Cross Flap Pocket Cut Off Short Shirt, grey-ish shorts and pink sandles. I walked down stairs to smell breakfast. I told everyone goodmorning and I gave everybody kisses on their cheeks. I was about to sit down and eat until  Jalani grabbed me and pulled me into one of the guess rooms near by. "What !" I shouted at him.
Jalani: Where you going at with those little ass shorts on ?
"To my man's house" I whispered to him. Haha iiLove to get him all worked up.
Jalani: What !?
Nicki: You heard me to my man's house ... so I can fuck him reall good
Jalani grabbed me so fast he pulled me so close to him. Ooop he's serious... OhhWell !
Jalani: Onika, who is your man .... an you bet not be fuckin NOBODY !
Nicki: One I don't have a man yet an Two I'm a vergin you ass ! I was kidding around Lanii ...
Jalani: Well don't do that shit no-more forreal Nicki
Haha I just walked off. I went into the kitchen where everyone else was. My mom put my food in front of me. My breakfast was so good! I had Bacon, Eggs, 2 Pancakes and Orange Juice. After I ate my mom wanted to talk to me. She leaded me into the living room to "speak" to me about school.
Carol: Now Onika don't think I forgot about what I told you yesterday. I'm not playing with you because these boys these days don't care about you they only want one thing an you know what it is.
Nicki: Ye ma'am but I can't controll him an the way he touched me because I....
Carol: You what ?
Nicki: Sometimes I want him to, or when I don't want him to when after he's already done it I like it or I put my self in the way of him so he can pay attention to me.
Carol: Oh so you really like him huh ?
Nicki: I'm trying to figure that part out, I mean he is nice and sweet to me like I know I just met him an all but I think I'll be his girl an we'll be together forever !
Carol: Okay Onika... Calm down don't give that boy anything that you can't take back
Nicki: Ma' you know I'm a virgin
Carol: But remember Shawn your last boyfriend... And what happened between you two
Everything turned scilent because I had my heart BROKEN </3 for the first time. He was my everything, I would do any and everything for him. But he fucked it all up because he cheated on me with my "BestFriend". I cried my eyes out for 3Months. He really hurt me. Like we had that kind relationship that we did EVERYTHING together.
Carol: Onika
I looked up with teary eyes...
Carol: Baby it will be okay... Nika just forget about the past okay
Nicki: Yes ma'am but I really loved him but I guess he didn't love me back like I thought he did
Carol: Well just be safe....
She walked away to go check on my daddy. Well it's time for me to leave. I told everyone "bye" then drove to school. When I got there I saw Cassie outside so I told her goodmorning. "Hey girl... You look cute" she said. "Haha thank you" I replied. We were talking while walking into the building. We walked to our lockers and the firrst person I saw by the lockers was Drake. He saw me and smiled when I walked to my locker that is placed by his. "Goodmorning beautiful" He said with a smile that was so sexy.
Nicki: Moring Drizzy
I grabbed ecerything I needed for first period checked how I looked and closed my locker. Drake was stairing at me..... HARD so I asked "What ?"
Drake: Nothin'.... How was your morning so far?
Nicki: Good,Good yours ?
Drake: Perfect !
Nicki: Is that right ?
Drake: Yess.... because I'm here with you
I laughed. He is so cute when he's being serious about me. Like it is just corny in a GOOD way.
Nicki: Drake you are foolish. Oh goodness here comes the SexyTwins. "Moring beauty" Dani said. "Wassup Sexayyy" Gabi said. I giggled at those two because they are crazy. "Goodmoring twins" I replied.
Gabi: Girl your out fit is sexyy as hell
Dani: Yeah, shit go hard
Nicki: Thank you babes .
Cassie: Drake you like that aint' it ?
Drake: You damn right..... you look good Nic
While smiling hella crazy  replied back with a " ThankYou".
Drake: Why everytime I talk you smile
Nicki: I don't know.....
He walked closer to me " So you don't know?" He asked
Nicki: Ah... Naww
Then he put his hands on my waist which made my body press against the lockers. We only had a bit of space between us. We just looked into eachothers eyes. I smiled and looked down. Aubrey lifted my head up to meet his eyes once again. "So you still don't know ?" He asked for the lasts time.
Nicki: Um... I..
Drake: Exactly you like me an everyone knows it.....
Nicki: I never said I didnt !
Oops I wasn't suppose to say that out loud.
Drake: Huh ?
Nicki: Oh nothing.....
At this point the whole crew was looking at us.
Drake: I heard you.... I'm just letting you know Onika
Nicki: Aubrey .
Drake:Yeahh ?
Nicki: You can let me go now .....
Drake: Oh.... my bad shawtyy
I gave him this death glare.... and yelled at him.
Nicki: AUBREY IF YOU DON'T STOP CALLING ME GUTT-DAMN SHAWTY IMMA PUNCH YOU. Then walked into class because the bell had rung .
We all sat down and had a good time in class. After the hour we spent in class we went to our other classes.

Friday, May 25, 2012

Pics !

Nicki Minaj

Dani ! (PIERCING)

Gabi ! (NO PIERCING)

Cassie

Darnell

Dei'Montae

Michael

Raequan

Nicki's House

Cassie's House

Drake's House

TheTwinsHouse

Nicki's Car

Drake's Car .

TheVisualAndPerformingArts (TheSCHOOL)

SOME of Nicki's Closet .
Nicki's Iphone

Nicki's IpodTouch .

Nicki's Room .

The twins are REALLY twins.... if you haven't seen this season of BadGirlsClub then you wouldn't know who they are. Their names are Dani&Gabi in reall-life. But anyways i posted these pictures so you guys could get a better scene of what happened in the first couple of chapters.
iiLoveYoou ! Imma post sooner than you THINK !